Draco eyed the potion warily and nodded, pocketing the vial in his pocket. It was that time again. The time to age Potter. Draco always dreaded the day Severus would come to his quarters and hand him a vial of the aging potion. He didn't want Harry to turn older; he wanted to keep the brunet young, innocent, and most importantly, not remembering any of his real memories. Draco hated that the potion aged Harry by so many years. It would've been fine if it only turned Harry to a four year old, but Snape told him it was to make Harry turn seven.
"Should I mix it with his drinks again?" Draco asked; the Potions Master looked at Draco's subdue expression and nodded.
"Put it with his pumpkin juice or whatever Potter likes to drink for dinner." Snape told the blond, "The potion will activate once Potter falls asleep. By tomorrow morning, he will be seven years of age."
"Just like last time… He'll change at night." Draco murmured; he breathed in deeply and looked at Snape, "I'm assuming the playroom will become Harry's bedroom from now on?"
"Yes, by tonight that room will become his sleeping quarters. All this clothes, toys will change to fit a seven year old."
"I see…" Draco whispered.
Snape sighed and stood up from his seat—they were both sitting in the living room.
"Don't think too much on it, Draco." Snape said, putting a comforting hand on Draco's shoulder. "You know Potter will age back. It's inevitable."
"I know that, Professor… I just wanted more time with a young Harry that's all." Draco muttered; he looked up at the standing man. "I have
to go wake Harry up… get him ready and all that…" Draco stood up and walked slowly back to his bedroom, where Harry was still sleeping.
Snape watched as Malfoy walked back to his room with his head down. Shaking his head, Severus made his way to the front portrait and left, to get ready for the first class of the day.
Draco sighed softly, his hand brushing Harry's hair back. The toddler also sighed and nuzzled into Draco's touch.
"You'll be back to your old self soon…" Draco said quietly, "My time with you is running short."
Harry scrunched up his face and slowly opened his eyes. He blinked a couple of times, getting the haziness away. When he saw Draco hovering above him, Harry's face broke into a wide smile.
"Dway… Mornin'?" Harry yawned audibly; he giggled when Draco's fingers tickled his cheeks.
"Yes sleepyhead, it's morning." Draco chuckled when Harry rubbed his eyes with his small fists and rolled onto his stomach.
Harry pushed himself to a sitting position, looking half awake. He let out another yawn before he held his arms up, wordlessly asking to be picked up. Draco obliged and lifted the toddler and into his arms where Harry immediately snuggled into his embrace.
"Dway… Wat's for bwekfast?" Harry asked, his small hands playing with the ends of Draco's hair.
Draco shifted Harry, bouncing the toddler in his arms. Harry laughed and gave a small peck on Draco's cheek. By now, Malfoy was used to the little kisses Harry gave him every morning.
"Are you really that hungry? Everytime I wake you up, you ask for breakfast." Draco chided with a smile on his face. "We're having pancakes today. Your favorite."
Harry's green eyes lit up, "Wif seerup on tops?"
"Yes love, with syrup on top."
"I wuv seerup… sticky seerup." Harry said; he was once again snuggling into Draco. "Wuv seerup like Dway."
Draco rolled his eyes at the toddler's comment; it was one of those sappy moments. Not that he minded.
No, not at all.
"Are you saying I'm sticky like syrup, Harry?" Draco asked, arching one eyebrow at the brunet.
Harry smiled and shook his head, "No. I juss wuv Dway lots. More den seerup."
Draco chuckled and walked out the bedroom, with Harry babbling about syrup and pancakes.
"Dway! My bed is not dere!" Harry cried out.
It was just after classes and Harry had whined about being tired and sleepy the whole way they were walking back to their quarters. After
Draco had said the password to the portrait, Harry made a beeline to the bedroom. Now, he was standing exactly where his small bed was. Except… the bed wasn't there.
Draco had calmly followed the toddler to the bedroom; he chuckled when Harry began looking around for his bed.
Harry let out a sob and toddled over to the blond; Draco sighed and picked up the crying Harry.
"Dway… you don't wants me to sleep with you no more?" Harry asked as tears trailed down his chubby cheeks. "My bed not here…"
"Hush Harry, you bed is moved to another room." Draco said, combing his fingers through Harry's dark hair. "You're… a big boy now and big boys sleep by themselves."
It was so hard to explain to a three year old that he was going to turn seven by tomorrow morning.
"Buh I don't wanna!" Harry cried, "I wants Dway!" Harry buried his head in Draco's shoulder and cried loudly. "You don't luv me no more…"
"Hush Harry, you know that's not true." Draco whispered, "It's just that… you're uh… going to be older than you are now."
Draco rolled his eyes; this all sounded confusing, even to himself.
"An' dat why I sleeps in 'nuther room?" Harry sniffed; Draco sighed and kissed Harry on the forehead.
"I'm not going to be that far; my room is next to yours. I promise you, Harry, I'll be there if you need me." Draco vowed, "And you can always
come to my room. The door is always opened."
"Kay…" Harry nodded then rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand. "Can I go sees the new room?"
"Of course…" Draco murmured and with Harry in his arms, walked to the room next to his.
When he opened the door to the previously known playroom, Draco gently placed Harry on the ground and let the toddler run around, looking at the decors. Harry poked and prodded his new bed; it was way bigger than his old one and a bit higher. The green eyed baby tried climbing on his bed but failed. After two tries, Harry 'humphed' and gave up, instead running to one of the shelves filled with books and figurines.
"Ohh… Dway wat is dat?" Harry asked, pointed at a floating, miniature Firebolt in one of the shelves.
Right there and then, Draco wondered if Harry remembered any of his experiences on brooms. He wondered if by looking at the miniature Firebolt, would Harry remember playing Quidditch against the Slytherins. Draco shook his head, clearing all thoughts. He walked up to Harry and bent down a little to peer at the floating broom.
"That is a Firebolt, a type of broom." Draco explained to the toddler, "When you are old enough, maybe I'll let you fly."
"Weally? I can fly?" Harry asked, his green eyes wide. "Da broom can fly?"
Draco chuckled and ruffled Harry's hair, "Not that tiny broom, but yes, you can ride them. But there would be no flying in the rooms. You can only do it outside."
"Ohh… Can I fly now?"
Draco took one of Harry's hands and walked to the brunet's bed; he lifted Harry up and plopped the young child on top.
"Only when you're bigger, Harry." Draco told the brunet; Harry pouted but nonetheless nodded. "Well, look at it this way Harry, you're a big boy now aren't you?"
"I sleeps in big room so I is big boy." Harry nodded once and crossed his arms. "Dat means I can ride the broom!"
Draco's smile faltered; Harry was right. He would be a big boy, and soon. Draco had calculated that he would only probably have around two months with a young Harry. After that, Harry would be back to normal and Draco would never have the chance to be near him again. It was painful to think about, but just as Severus said: it was inevitable. Draco sighed and put his smile back on, reached out and caressed Harry's soft cheek.
"Yes, you're a big boy… before you know it you will be doing many things you can't do now."
'One of those things would be hating me again…' Draco thought sadly.
Harry smiled then let out a shaky yawn; the toddler promptly rolled onto his stomach, his head on the pillow. Draco chuckled and tucked the boy in; he planted a soft kiss on Harry's cheek before straightening himself.
"I'll wake you up when it's time to eat dinner okay?"
Harry cracked his eyes opened and nodded sleepily; he then stuck his thumb in his mouth and went to sleep. Draco patted Harry's head and left the toddler to his afternoon nap.
"What do you want to drink tonight, Harry?" Draco asked the squirming toddler.
Tonight, Draco chose to eat in their quarters since he had to give Harry the potion. The blond was quite sure that Harry would fall asleep right after taking the aging potion, just like the last time he took it. This was why Draco made Harry choose his drink after all food was eaten. He even gave Harry his shower already; usually he would bathe the young child after dinner because of all the messes Harry made.
"Uhm…" Harry tilted his head to the side and thought for a second. He grinned at Draco and pointed at the pitcher that held cold pumpkin juice. "I want dat! I want da pukmin juice."
"It's pumpkin juice, love." Draco laughed and reached for the pitcher. He took Harry's small cup and poured in the juice.
After putting the pitcher back on the table Draco plucked Harry from his chair and placed the toddler onto his own lap. Under Harry's watchful eyes, Draco took out the small vial and uncorked it.
"Dway wat's dat? It's green! Is dat pumkin juice, too?"
Malfoy shook his head in the negative, "No… it's not. But this will make your juice taste better."
He felt his chest tightened when he told the lie. Draco hated having to lie to Harry; but he had to do it. Draco couldn't explain to the toddler that the green potion would make him age; Harry would never understand that.
"Oh… So dat makes my juicy yummy?" Harry grinned and held his cup in his hands. Draco nodded and tipped the vial over Harry's cup,
watching the green liquid blend with the orange. The pumpkin juice bubbled a bit and then, it looked normal again. "Can I drink it now?" Harry asked, bending his head to take a sip.
"Yeah, sure, you can." Draco said; he watched as Harry took three gulps before putting the cup on the table.
Draco held Harry tighter and waited for the glowing green light; it came a minute later and Harry slumped in his arms. Letting out a shaky breath, Draco stood up—toddler and all—and made his way to Harry's bedroom. Exactly like last time, Harry was dressed in sleeping garments that would normally fit a seven year old; Draco thought the clothes would be way too big, even when Harry would become seven. Draco looked down at the sleeping boy and smiled; Harry's head lolled in his arms.
Padding across the room, Draco finally reached the bed where he put Harry down gently. He pulled the blankets up, under Harry's chin; it was snowing outside and Draco could hear the howling winds. Christmas was a week away and Malfoy smiled at the idea of having to spend it with a seven year old Harry. He looked up and saw Eddy the teddy next to Harry's pillow. When Harry woke up from his afternoon nap earlier, the first thing he did was cry for Draco. The blond had rushed in and was by Harry's bed in a matter of seconds. After seeing his guardian in the flesh, Harry then asked Draco to bring him Eddy, who was still in Draco's room, on top of the bureau of Harry's clothes. When Malfoy brought Eddy, Harry took it from Draco and planted the bear firmly next to his pillow.
Draco sighed and smoothed back Harry's messy locks. "I think I'll get you something else for Christmas… Would you like a broom, Harry? I'm sure you'll like a kid broom." Draco murmured to himself.
It was quite likely that Draco would have to take Harry outside to Hogsmeade, where wizards and witches alike would see the de-aged Potter. He would have to take that risk since it was the only way for him to buy the present for Harry. Draco smiled softly and after checking that there were no complications from Harry, he retired to his own rooms where for the rest of the night, he tossed and turned, thinking how life would be with a seven years old Harry Potter.
The very first thing Draco noticed upon waking up was a very heavy weight on his stomach. Because of being half awake, Draco thought there was a pile of bricks on him.
It was nonsense, he knew.
When the weight on his stomach started bouncing up and down, Draco had no choice but to open his eyes, to make sure that there weren't some sort of jumping bricks on his body. So, when he cracked one eye opened, Draco was greeted with the sight of a seven year old Harry sitting on his abdomen.
Harry smiled down at his Draco when he saw that the blond had opened his eyes. He bounced once more for good measure; Draco let out an 'oof' and tried to still Harry.
"Draco! You're up! I called you a couple of times but you never answered so I came to your room! I kinda remember you telling me I can… So I did!" Harry grinned and bounced again, "But then you were still sleeping and I watched you for a few minutes… Then I tried waking you up by poking you… and now I'm here!" Harry laughed when Draco arched an eyebrow at the excited kid.
"You little monster! Is this how you wake people up? By jumping on them?" Draco growled playfully and went on to tickle Harry, who squealed and tried rolling off Draco's stomach but was trapped when the blond held on tight. "That's what you get for bouncing on me early in the
morning."
Harry laughed audibly and rolled; this time Draco let him. But instead of letting Harry slid off the bed, Draco held on to Harry's arm to prevent escape. Malfoy sat up, twisted his upper body and continued with his tickling. Harry cried out in surprised and squirmed; he then head butted Draco and went straight into Malfoy's arms.
"Stop it, Draco… I'm sorry for jumping on your stomach," Harry looked up at the blond and batted his eyes adorably; Draco snorted and thought that Harry should be in the Slytherin house.
"Alright, I forgive you." Draco huffed and messed up Harry's hair. "Where's my morning kiss, Harry?" Draco smirked, but then he gasped when Harry grinned at him and gave him the kiss.
"Sorry I forgot… I was too busy trying to wake you up." Harry said with a smile; he sighed and snuggled into Draco's chest.
Draco was still shocked on the fact Harry gave him the kiss. He had thought that, since Harry was now seven, the boy would feel he was too old to be giving morning kisses. But Draco was wrong. It seemed… Harry didn't really care. Judging from the look of things, a seven-year-old Harry wasn't too bad. At least now, Draco didn't have to deal with all those tantrums.
“Hey, did you even brush your teeth yet?” Draco asked suddenly; Harry laughed and looked up at Draco. He stuck out his tongue and blew a raspberry.
“Nope! I was trying to wake you up… I forgot.” Harry said cheekily and scrambled off Draco’s lap when the blond made a grab at him.
“Go brush your teeth! You just kissed me without brushing your teeth!” Draco laughed and trailed after the laughing Harry.
Twenty minutes later, Harry emerged from his bedroom, dressed in a pair of dark blue jeans, a thick grey sweater, and had actually wrapped a scarf around his neck. Draco chuckled and for the first time since waking up, he had a good look at Harry.
All the baby fat was gone, leaving Harry to become a skinny little boy. In Draco’s opinion, Harry didn’t really grow too much; the top of the brunet's head now reached Draco’s hips. Malfoy guessed Harry was about four feet tall, maybe even less than that. He frowned when he saw how big the sweater and jeans looked on Harry. One thing that didn’t change at all was Harry’s mop of hair; it was still as messy as before. It flopped in ten different directions and no matter how hard Harry combed it, it stayed that way.
“Dracoooo… I’m hungry,” Harry whine as he sat down at the dining table. “Where’s breakfast?”
“You know, you are always asking for food… but you’re still so small and thin.” Draco chided; Harry shrugged.
“I’m a growing boy so I need more food.” Harry replied; he wiggled his chair closer to the blond and folded his hand on top of the table, waiting for his breakfast to appear. “Wonder what we’re having today? I really want some pancakes…”
“We had that yester--” Draco trailed off; he bit his lip and stopped talking altogether.
“Yesterday? Yeah, I know. But I want pancakes today, too.” Harry smiled and started swinging his legs.
Draco was taken aback and stared at the sitting boy next to him. “You remembered? You remember having pancakes yesterday?”
‘How can that be?!’
“Yeah… why wouldn’t I?” Harry frowned, “I even remember having syrup on top as well. Oh, and you said I can fly on a broom… or something
like that.” Draco sucked in a breath and held it; Harry tilted his head and touched Draco’s arm. “Is something wrong, Draco?”
“No-no… Nothing’s wrong…” Draco murmured; Harry shrugged again and muttered ‘yes!’ when plates appeared on the table.
Draco watched silently as Harry began cutting the pancake into tiny pieces before spearing them with his fork. Malfoy’s mind was still whirling; Harry actually remembered the things that happened yesterday when supposedly Harry was still three then…
‘Merlin… Does that mean Harry’s going to remember everything?’
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Chapter 10: Stuck Between Past and Present
“Draco… my head hurts,” Harry muttered, the heel of his hand rubbing against his temple. “Is something wrong with me? Everything is sorta blurry…”
It had been two days since Harry turned seven. After finding out that Harry remembered things from his three-year-old stage, Draco panicked and had immediately fire-called Severus, telling the Potions Master everything. Snape had been shocked, to say the least. But then he composure himself and told the blond to be calm; it was possible, after all, that there was a chance for Potter’s real memories to mingle with the ones from his de-aged days. Snape told Draco to be ready for Harry to slip suddenly into a memory relapse mode, and then, be back to normal in a flash.
After hearing that from Snape, Draco sort of went into shock and walked numbly back to the dining room, where Harry was still happily eating his breakfast. For the rest of that day, Draco watched Harry closely, sometimes noticing little blank looks from the green eyed boy. As sudden as those looks came, they were gone in seconds. It was never long; Harry would zone out, whatever he was doing would stop, and when Draco called out to the boy, Harry would blink and the seven-year-old would be back, smiling as if nothing happened. Malfoy noticed that whenever Harry had the relapses, the boy would furrow his eyebrows as if he was deep in thought; his green eyes would dim and were fixed onto one spot in front of him.
Draco was scared and worried that the memories of Harry hating him would slowly trickle back. That worry intensified when the blank stares from Harry were sometimes directed at him. Harry would frown at Draco, blink, and then, Harry was back to his kiddy self.
Draco hoped that day never comes.
Now, two days later, Draco was attending his Ancient Runes class with Harry sitting quietly next to him. Harry had taken the miniature Firebolt with him this morning and had been playing with it through Draco’s classes. When the young boy complained about having a headache, Draco was immediately concerned and stopped writing his notes.
“Can you see what’s written on the board in front?” Draco asked; he had been wondering when to give Harry his glasses back. Now, it seemed his question was answered.
Harry rubbed his forehead before looking up; he squinted at the blackboard and let out a huff.
“I can’t really see… but I can make out some white squiggly lines.” Harry muttered then looked up at Draco worriedly. “Is something wrong with me?! Do I need glasses? I remember some round glasses…” Harry trailed off and frowned.
Draco chewed on his bottom lip when Harry started to zone out again, his green eyes turned lifeless.
“Glasses… I had them before.” Harry murmured and turned to Draco. “You have them… You kept…” Harry winced and then put both of his hands over his eyes; he began wagging his head. “Draco… it hurts… my head, it hurts…”
Draco picked up the shaking body and held Harry close to himself. The whole class had quiet down and the students were now staring at Draco and Harry, muttering things under their breath. The blond paid no attention to them and just rocked the young boy in his arms, whispering soothing words into Harry’s ears.
“What else do you remember, Harry?” Draco asked; he was ready for this… Snape did warn him two days ago.
“I-I just… I don’t know! Everything’s blurry… there are pictures in my head… I see myself but I think I look older… and-and I don’t know…”
Harry whimpered and buried his head into Draco’s shoulder, “Make it stop Draco… My head really hurts. Why is this happening? Am I a freak like my auntie and uncle said?” Harry sniffed and looked up; Draco noticed that Harry’s eyes were not longer out of focus. They looked normal, which meant… Harry’s relapse was over.
“No baby… you’re not a freak. Never believe what your uncle or aunt said. They don’t know anything.” Draco whispered, “When we go back to our quarters, I’ll give you your glasses back alright?” Harry nodded and Draco smiled lightly, “Just try to relax… don’t think too much.”
“Kay…” Harry murmured and buried his head into the crook of Draco’s neck.
Draco looked down at the resting boy and then he picked up his quill again. When Harry had quieted down, the rest of the class also resumed to their own things. Draco’s mind wandered as he wrote. Harry had mentioned his ‘auntie and ‘uncle and the blond assumed Harry was talking about his Muggle relatives. What made him scowl, however, was how Harry said they had called him a freak. Just by that one single word, Draco knew Harry’s childhood wasn’t a happy one.
“… you may go.”
Draco looked up; the Ancient Runes professor had just dismissed the class. Students filed out one by one; Draco shook the sleeping boy in his arms gently, waking Harry.
“Come on, Harry. It’s time to go.” Draco said softly; Harry looked up groggily at Draco and nodded. The brunet scrambled off Draco’s lap and then stood next to the table, leaning against it. “Do you want to go back or go have lunch in the Great Hall today?”
Harry shook his head and looked at the blond miserably. “My head still kinda hurts… I want to go back and sleep.”
Draco nodded, closing the flap of his school bag. He bent down and picked Harry up. As they were walking to their private quarters, Harry remained quiet and Draco didn’t ask why. But when they were near their rooms, Harry lifted his head away from Draco’s shoulder and spoke up.
“How come I remember round glasses, Draco?” Harry asked with a frown on his face. “I never had them before have I?”
Draco stiffened, ‘Questions… How the hell am I going to answer them?!’
“Well… maybe you saw somebody with round glasses,” Draco suggested, “That person could’ve walked by and uh… you saw the glasses.”
Draco hated lying to Harry.
Harry frowned and then he smiled, all traces of sadness were gone. “I guess… Oh well. It doesn’t matter where I saw them.” Harry sighed
and laid his head back onto Draco’s shoulder.
“Yeah… it doesn’t matter.” Draco muttered.
When they finally made it to their living quarters, Harry was half awake; his eyes were drooping. Draco chuckled and carried the brunet to his bedroom where he gently placed Harry onto his bed. Draco grabbed Eddy the teddy and laid it next to the green eyed boy. Harry smiled sleepily at Draco before rolling to his side and held Eddy close to his small body. Shaking his head, Draco pulled the blankets over Harry.
“I’ll wake you up later alright?” Harry nodded once and then went into a light slumber.
Draco looked down at the sleeping child and reached forward to play with Harry’s hair. He chuckled softly when Harry moved closer to the teddy bear and pressed his face into the soft hairs of the stuffed bear.
‘My time is definitely running short…’
Draco was sitting on the couch in the living room, redoing his Ancient Runes notes, when Harry came out from his bedroom. It wasn’t until the brunet let out a huge yawn did Draco realized the boy was there. Malfoy looked up from his book and then snickered at Harry’s bed-head. Dark brown hair flopped in twenty different directions; the top looked like Harry had slept while doing a headstand. When Draco waved Harry over, the young boy half skipped to the couch and plopped down next to the blond.
“How do you feel? Does your head still hurt?” Draco asked the boy; Harry shook his head and knuckled his eyes.
“Nah… I feel better now.” Harry looked up and smiled at Draco, his green eyes sparkling. “Do you have the glasses? I want to see them!”
Draco snorted and plunged his hand into his trouser pocket, producing an oval, thin-wire framed glasses. Harry’s smile widened and plucked
the glasses out of Draco’s hand; he examined the frame before putting it on.
Draco chuckled, “I resized them so that they would fit better. So is everything clear to you now?”
Draco looked on as Harry tested out his glasses by looking at things around the room. This pair of glasses was smaller than Harry’s old ones. First of all, the frame was not the hideous round circles anymore. Second, the wire was much thinner than the old pair. Draco never liked Harry’s old glasses anyway.
“Oh wow! I can see, Draco! Everything’s not blurry anymore… Oh look! I can even see that spider above the fireplace!” Harry said excitedly and pointed directly in front of him. “Can I keep the spider as my pet?”
Draco narrowed his eyes and followed the path of Harry’s pointing finger. Right there, above the mantle, was a black spider, crawling slowly upward. Draco’s eyes twitched; he turned to the beaming Harry and smiled lightly.
“No Harry, you can’t have the spider as your pet. Now, can you go fetch me some tissues?”
Harry gasped and looked at Draco, and then at the black spider, then back at Draco.
“Are you going to kill it?!”
“Of course; spiders do not make good pets, Harry.” Draco said calmly; Harry pouted and then nodded slowly.
“Okay… You’re right. Spiders don’t make good pets do they?”
Draco chuckled and ruffled Harry’s hair, making it messier. “No, they’re not really good pets. Now go on, get me some tissues.”
Harry then hopped off the couch and zoomed straight to the bathroom. Draco watched the spider through narrowed eyes. Normally, he would’ve hexed the damn spider right off the wall. Draco would do so without blinking an eye. But since Harry was here, Draco had to kill the spider in a nicer way. A moment later, Harry came back out with a handful of tissues; he waved it in front of Draco’s face, waiting for the blond to take them.
“I don’t know how many you want… So I got a whole bunch!” Harry laughed; Draco shook his head with a smile and took one piece.
Malfoy strode over to the fireplace and with great precision, smashed the damn spider with his tissue-covered hand. Harry laughed when the blond pounded the spider; Draco sniffed and crumpled the tissue before tossing it into the fire. The Slytherin walked back to the couch and sat down again, picked up his textbook, and resumed writing his notes.
When Draco started writing, Harry peered over Malfoy’s arm and glanced at the page the blond was on.
“Draco… what is that? They look weird…” Harry furrowed his eyebrows together, his eyes scanning the page from top to bottom, “They all look like squiggly lines to me.” He then jabbed a pudgy finger at the first line on the page.
Draco laughed pulled Harry closer to him; the brunet gladly fell against Draco’s side and stayed there.
“These are runes. You won’t be able to understand any of them.” Draco said and went back to his notes, leaving Harry alone.
Harry shrugged and turned his attention away from Draco; he stared ahead, into the crackling flame. The usually bright emerald orbs began to dim, and finally, they looked lifeless.
“… Between magic and power…” Harry murmured; he continued to stare straight ahead, eyebrows knitted together, and not blinking even once.
Draco’s quill stopped moving and he dropped it on his parchment, making a blotch of black ink in the middle. He turned and attentively placed a hand on Harry’s leg.
“What did you say?” Draco whispered; Harry jolted from his stupor and looked up into Draco’s grey eyes. He tilted his head and gave Malfoy a lopsided grin.
“Silly Draco… I didn’t say anything!” Harry laughed; his eyes were bright once more. Harry looked at Draco’s notes and snickered, “You better hurry up, Draco… or else we won’t make it for dinner!”
Draco picked up his sheet of notes and muttered a spell, clearing the ink blot.
“I still need to write a bit more… Why don’t you go ahead and take a shower first, Harry?”
Harry giggled and nodded, “Uhm okay! But don’t come inside like last time Dray; you thought I didn’t know how to wash myself.” Harry smiled cheekily at the blond, “I’m gonna lock the door this time.”
Draco rolled his eyes and playfully shoved Harry off the couch. Harry laughed and ran off, making a beeline to his bedroom.
When Draco heard the slam of Harry’s bedroom door, he slid down on the couch and threw his book to the side. Malfoy rubbed his face tiredly and let out a sigh. Harry’s relapses were occurring more frequently. Just now, he knew he wasn’t hearing things; Draco heard exactly what Harry had said earlier.
The brunet had muttered the first few words of a sentence on the page from Draco’s Ancient Runes book.
It wouldn’t be surprising if it was the seventeen year old Harry that had said those words. After all, Harry was in Draco’s class and the page the blond was on, they had gone over before.
Before Harry’s accident.
Draco tilted his head back and rested on the couch. He could hear the soft sounds of water running in the bathroom. Draco smiled when he
heard Harry singing in the bathroom—in his squeaky, childish voice (mostly, Harry was just going ‘la la la’). Draco sighed and closed his eyes.
He needed to talk to Snape about Harry’s problem.
“Professor, I need to talk to you. It’s important.” Draco stared at the sitting Potions Master, who was correcting some essays.
Snape looked up from the papers and smirked; he meticulously put down his quill and stood up from his chair.
“Very well. Follow me, Mr. Malfoy. We’ll be going to my private office.” Snape swept away and Draco was right behind him.
Once the door was tightly closed, Draco began pacing back and forth in front of the Potions Master.
“Sir, you know I told you about Harry’s problem. His real memories are coming back faster than before. He’s been having those relapses more often now.” Draco paused and took a deep breath. “I’m worried about Harry’s mentality… I don’t know if he can cope. Hell, if I was him, I think I would’ve gone mental by now.”
Snape nodded and folded his hands behind his back, “I know, Draco. I understand you are worried about Potter, but there’s not much we can do. All we can do is wait.”
“I don’t want to wait!” Draco grounded out, “Almost everyday Harry gets headaches. He spends most of his time sleeping and moaning about pictures in his head!” Draco stopped his rant and stared at the door, where he knew Harry was outside waiting for him to come back out. “Sometimes… Harry looks at me… I am scared that he would start to remember our relationship before the accident.”
Severus walked over to the blond and placed a careful hand on his shoulder. “I know you don't want any of this to happen, Draco. But really, there is nothing that we can do to help Potter.”
"I know, Professor. I just don't want to admit it I guess."
Harry smiled at his finished drawing; Draco had given him some parchments to draw on before going into the room with Snape. When Malfoy asked Harry to sit outside and wait for him, Harry did not question the blond; he only smiled and said he would wait for Draco.
It had been ten minutes or more since Draco disappeared into the room. Sometimes Harry could hear shouts coming from inside. The brunet wanted to go in just to see what his Draco was doing, but then Harry thought it was rude to do so.
Harry sighed and put his crayon down; he looked around the classroom, and had a feeling that something was familiar with it. He let out a short gasp when suddenly, his inner mind was bombarded with flashing images…
“I is sowwy Pwovesir Slaps.” A three-year-old Harry said.
The look on Snape’s face was absolutely horrible…
-flash-
“Damnit Malfoy! Stop checking your nails!”
Draco lowered his hand and turned to face Harry, a smirk etched across his face.
-flash-
“You make poshuns? Can I helps?”
“I don’t know… You might make a mess.”
“No I not!” Harry pouted, “I wants to help you.”
Draco sighed and rubbed his face tiredly. “Fine… When I ask you for something, you hand it to me okay?”
“Kay!”
-flash-
“Come on Dway, make da cuppy to a teddy bwere!”
“Alright, alright!”
Harry opened his eyes and saw the biggest teddy bear he had ever seen…
“Look love, do you like the teddy?”
“I wuv da bwere! Dank you Dway!”
Harry gasped and whimpered; his head was hurting again. Tears swelled in his eyes and Harry folded his arms on top of the table and
pressed his forehead down. Why did he look older in the pictures? But Draco looked like he was now. Also, the look on Draco’s face, it was as
if Draco didn’t like Harry… The brunet shuddered, feeling rather cold all of a sudden.
“Draco… Please come back… Don’t leave me alone…” Harry sobbed; he looked with teary eyes and found the door was still tightly shut. “I want the pictures to go away… Draco, make them go away…” Harry sniffed and laid his head down, “My head… it hurts… it really hurts.”
Harry coughed a few times and swallowed; his throat was really dry and scratchy. All he wanted right now was for Draco to come out and hold him. Harry looked up again, only this time, his eyes were devoid of all brightness; they were dull and dead.
“Draco… Do you hate me…?”
When Draco came out from Snape’s private office, the first thing he saw was Harry with his head on the table, crying. The blond rushed over to the young boy and picked him up. Harry immediately wrapped his arms around Draco’s neck and buried his tear-covered face into Draco’s shoulder.
“Harry, what’s wrong? Is your head hurting again? Did you see something?” Draco asked, alarmed.
Harry nodded once and sniffed, “I saw the pictures again… I don’t want to see anymore, Draco! Make them all go away… I hate them. My head hurts… they make my head hurt.”
Draco rubbed his small of Harry’s back and made shushing noises. Harry hiccupped and nuzzled Draco’s neck; it was warm and soft. Draco held back a flinch when Harry’s wet nose touched his skin. All that mattered right now was to get Harry to calm down and rest.
The blond turned to face Severus, who had been watching the whole scene.
“I shall take my leave now, Professor. As you can see, Harry needs to rest. He had enough for today.” Draco bit out, his voice was slightly bitter. “Can you send a note to my DADA professor? Tell him I won’t be able to make it to his class today; I have to take care of Harry.”
“Of course, Mr. Malfoy.” Snape said, “I’ll ask Professor Ramiel to send the homework up to your rooms.”
“Thank you, Sir.” Draco murmured and made his way out of the dungeons.
Once they were outside, Draco looked down at Harry, who was staring up at him with red, puffy eyes. “What do you say we head back? I’ll let you sleep next to me today, how does that sound?” Draco smiled when Harry’s face lit up a bit.
“I can nap with you today? On your big bed?” Harry asked; Draco chuckled and wiped a tear from Harry’s cheek.
“Yes, you can. I remember you telling me that when you hug Eddy, you would pretend Eddy was me.”
“Yeah… I sleep faster that way. You make me feel safe, Draco.” Harry smiled and blushed. “I promise I won’t squish you too hard.” Harry added and grinned at the blond.
Draco laughed and ruffled Harry’s hair.
“Make sure you don’t.”
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Chapter 11: The Holidays
It was the first day of their Christmas vacation and Draco, for the first time in six years, signed up to stay at Hogwarts for two weeks, which was how long the holidays were. The main reason for him to do so was to watch Harry. It was his job, after all, to make sure his charge was safe. It would be extremely stupid if he brought Harry to Malfoy Manor…
“Draco, can we go outside and play with the snow?” Harry asked; they were inside Draco’s bedroom and Harry was kneeling on Draco’s bed, staring out the window. “It’s so white and pretty outside…” He turned to face the blond—who was sitting next to the young boy, reading a book—and put on a beautiful smile. “Please Draco? Pretty please?” Harry then sat down on the bed and placed his head onto Draco’s lap.
Draco sighed and snapped his book closed; he placed it to the side and glanced down at Harry, who was now nuzzling his face in Draco’s belly, a serene smile on his face. Draco’s lips twitched and then they formed into a smile.
Harry was so adorable in the way he acted.
“If you catch a cold it’s not going to be my fault alright?” Draco laughed when Harry nodded absently against his stomach. “You’re going to scratch up your glasses if you keep doing that.”
Harry stopped what he was doing and looked up, a huge smile on his face. “We’re going out aren’t we?!” Harry asked, finally realizing that Draco had agreed to go out.
Malfoy laughed, nodding, and Harry sat right up; he hopped off the bed and ran out, laughing all the way, with Draco following. When the door to Harry’s bedroom closed, Draco stood outside and leaned against the wall next to the doorway.
“Put on one of those thick jackets, Harry!” Draco called out, “You know what? I’m coming in and see what you’ve picked. You better not wear that ugly scarf again!” Draco said loudly; he heard Harry giggling behind the door.
The last time Draco let Harry pick out his own outfit, it was a disaster. The boy had chosen a bright red wool sweater (it reminded Draco of a tomato…), a pair of dark purple corduroy trousers, black trainers, and around Harry’s neck was this yellow scarf (Draco had almost screamed when he saw the scarf). When Harry came out and modeled for Draco, the blond had slapped his hand over his eyes and promptly pushed Potter back inside the room to change.
On that day, Draco vowed to never let Harry pick out his own clothes. Ever.
When Draco walked inside Harry’s room, he found the young boy kneeling in front of the bureau, pulling out drawers in search of warm clothes.
“Draco… should I wear that black sweater or the white one?” Harry asked without looking at his guardian. “I feel like wearing white… Maybe I’ll blend in with the snow.”
Draco scoffed and took out the white sweater. “Why do you want to blend in with the snow?” He held up the sweater, inspected it, and then Draco draped it on his arm. “What if I lost you out there?” The blond asked, tweaking Harry’s nose. “Besides, you still have to wear a jacket and none of them are white.”
Harry laughed and started unbuttoning his pajama top, his head down and the tip of his tongue sticking out.
“Then you would have to look for me,” Harry answered to Draco’s question; he shrugged off his top and let it drop on the ground. “It’s not like you’ll let me get lost anyway.” Harry grinned at the blond, his green eyes bright with delight.
Draco shook his head without saying anything; Harry snatched the white sweater from Draco’s arm and tugged it down, his head popping through the collar. When Harry’s head came to view, Draco snorted at the disheveled look; the brunet’s glasses were askew and his hair was shooting out in different directions. Malfoy reached out and patted Harry’s hair, an effort to make his hair flat and tamed. But no such luck. Harry’s eyes rolled up, puckered his lips and blew on his fringe. Draco went to fix Harry’s glasses, setting them straight again.
“It’s okay Draco, my hair’s always like that,” Harry shrugged and turned to face the bureau again, “People say… people say…” Harry’s words faltered; his hands were on the bottom drawer, knuckles were white from gripping.
Draco sighed and took Harry’s smaller hands in his, prying them away from the drawer.
“What did people say, Harry?” Draco asked; he knew Harry was relapsing again. Harry remained silent, his small body started trembling.
Draco scowled; he had always hated when Harry became unresponsive. Sometimes it only took a few seconds for Harry to return to normal, but as the days went on, it took longer and longer. The last time Harry went into a relapse, it took Draco almost ten minutes to get the young boy to respond. Furrowing his eyebrows, Draco pulled the stilled boy to his chest, wrapping his arms around Harry’s shoulders.
“Harry… it’s alright. I’m right here… Ignore the pictures in your head and come back. I know you can hear me, Harry.” Draco murmured, rocking the boy gently. “Stop looking at the pictures… I’ll take you outside to play. I’ll help you build a nice, big snowman.” Draco said almost desperately.
Harry was gaining more and more of his real memories back, and Draco knew this.
Harry shuddered, but his eyes remained passive. Slowly, as if in a trance, Harry turned his head and looked up at the blond. Draco’s breath hitched; Harry’s eyes were so dull…
“I don’t want to see…” Harry whispered; he blinked once, twice, and the light that was missing came back, slowly. Harry frowned up at Draco, who was staring down at him. “Draco? Why are you holding me like this?”
Draco released Harry and made the boy sitting upright once more. “I just felt like hugging you, that’s all.” Draco lied.
He did it again; he had to lie.
“Oh. Well, that’s okay then. I always give you hugs whenever I want.” Harry beamed at the blond and turned back to the drawers. “What color pants should I wear?” Harry asked and pulled the drawer that held all the trousers and pants.
“Wear the dark blue one,” Draco answered and sat down, with his legs folded under him.
Harry plunged his little hands in and then pulled out the pair of dark blue jeans. He stood up, shimmied out of his pajama pants, and slipped the jeans on. Draco smiled when Harry ran over to his bed and took the jacket that was draped at the foot of the bed.
“See? My jacket is light blue!” Harry exclaimed and shoved his arms into the sleeves. “It’s almost white.”
Draco chuckled and pushed himself up from the floor. “Harry, I’m sure I can see your mop of hair even if you’re buried in snow.”
Harry huffed and walked up to Draco, taking the blonde’s hand. “Whatever. Draco, are you really going to help me make a snowman?” Potter tilted his head up and grinned, “Should I get my mittens?”
Draco rolled his eyes; he walked back to the bureau—with Harry—and took a pair of mittens.
“Put them on and go wait for me by the portrait,” Draco told the boy, “I’ll go get dressed now.”
“Kay!” And Harry rushed out to the living room.
“Kids and snow…” Draco muttered with a smile and walked back to his own bedroom to bundle up.
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“Draco!! Hurry up!!” Harry yelled, “The snow’s all melted!”
Draco smirked and closed the door of Harry’s bedroom; he had gone inside to get a beanie for Harry. He was dressed in a white winter coat; underneath that was a black, cashmere jumper, along with a white scarf wrapped around his pale neck. A well-tailored pair of black trousers covered his legs, and instead of wearing his usual black dress shoes, Draco wore a pair of black boots.
When he went to the portrait, Draco found Harry pacing around, zipping and unzipping his jacket as a sign of impatience. Draco stood in Harry’s way, and since the brunet didn’t see Draco coming out, he bumped right into Malfoy’s legs.
“Ow!” Harry rubbed his forehead with mitten-covered hands and halfheartedly glared at Draco. He then smiled when his guardian slipped the beanie over his head. “Can we go now?”
“Yes we can,” Draco said, pushing the painting outward and stepping outside. “What do say if I’m taking you to Hogsmeade afterwards?”
Harry’s whole face lit up, “Hogsmeade? Oh wow! Is that where all the shops are? Like that candy shop you told me about?” Draco nodded, a smile gracing his features; he had told Harry once where he had gotten his secret stash of candies and chocolates.
“I have to buy something and if you behave, I might even consider buying you some of those Chocolate Frogs you liked so much.”
Harry pumped his fists in the air and did a little dance outside their quarters. Draco, shaking his head with amusement, closed the portrait behind them and followed one enthusiastic Harry down the halls, towards the front gate of Hogwarts.
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.: By the Lake… :.
Draco stood at the side and watched as Harry ran straight and jumped on top of a mound of freshly fallen snow. Draco flicked at his coat when speckles of wet snow flew at him. Harry laughed and rolled off the mound, stood up, and ran around to collect more snow. Draco didn’t mind standing out here, under the falling snow, cold winds hitting his face. All he cared about was that Harry was having fun.
When Harry bent down to pile up his gathered snow, an evil smile appeared on Draco’s face. Noiselessly, Draco scooped up a handful of snow, rolled it into a ball, and with perfect aim, threw the ball at Harry’s bum. It landed with a sharp sounding ‘splack’.
Ah, he wanted to do that for years.
Harry yelped, his hands went to cover his now wet behind. He spun around and looked right at Draco, his green eyes wide. Draco smirked and crossed his arms in front of him.
“Continue with your snow mounds, Harry.” Draco said over the wind and he looked in the direction where Hogsmeade was, “Then we can ma--”
Draco didn’t finish his sentence; a snowball was sailing in his direction and it hit him on his folded arms. Malfoy stared at the laughing boy. Harry bent down again and scooped more snow into his mitten covered hands.
“I got you, Draco!” Harry said happily; he rolled the snow into a bigger sized ball. He drew his arm back and flung, the white ball sailing through the air and missed Draco’s head by at least two feet.
Malfoy scoffed; he went on his knees and took out his wand. With a muttered spell, balls of snow appeared before him in a pyramid. He heard Harry gasp and looked up. Harry had his hands on his hips, a frown on his face.
“No fair! I have to make snowballs with my hands while you did magic!” Harry huffed; Draco, taking pity on the child, pointed his wand and used the same spell to give Harry a mountain of already made snowballs.
Harry cheered and mimicked Draco’s kneeling position.
“Snowball fight!!” Harry hollered and grabbed a snowball. He threw it at Malfoy, who merely moved his head to the left.
“You have to do better than that, Harry.” Draco smirked and took a snowball.
With perfect precision, Draco’s snowball hit Harry right on the head, making Harry cry out in surprise. With revenge on his mind, Harry grabbed two and threw it blindly, not caring if he aimed or not. Draco laughed and ducked, the snowballs flying over his head.
The fight continued on and on. By the time the snowball pyramids were gone from both sides, Harry was covered from head to toe with snow. Draco, on the other hand, was only hit twice. Once on his shoulder, the other on his right arm. Knowing that he lost, Harry, with a playful yell, charged at Draco. Malfoy was unprepared for the charging child and was knocked down on his back, laughing. Now on Draco’s chest, Harry picked up a handful of snow and smeared it on Draco’s cheek, making the older teen cry out from the sudden cold. Glaring at the brunet, Draco flipped them over and pinned Harry on the snow covered grounds.
“It wasn’t fair! You can aim better than me!” Harry laughed when Draco started putting specks of snowflakes on his flushed cheeks.
“Just admit you were an easy target, love.” Draco drawled; he sighed and fell on his back next to Harry. “I did say I can see your mop of hair even if you were covered with snow.”
Harry giggled and began moving his arms and legs, making a snow angel. He sat up carefully and looked at what he did.
“Look Draco! I made an angel!”
Draco sat up and chuckled at the small but otherwise, perfect snow angel. He stood up, brushed his arse to get rid of the snow, and looked down, inspecting the snow angel and the real one sitting on top.
“That is the smallest angel I have ever seen.” Draco said, smiling. He bent down and picked up Harry, the child giggling as Draco held Harry close.
Draco brushed Harry’s jacket and started walking away from the frozen lake. “Let’s go to Hogsmeade now, shall we?”
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“Can you have this delivered on Christmas Eve?” Draco asked the owner of the shop.
“Of course. Shall I deliver it to the manor, Mr. Malfoy?”
Draco shook his head and gave the owner a small smile. “No, deliver it to Hogwarts. I’m staying for Christmas. Something came up and I’m not going home this holiday.”
The owner only nodded and wrote things down on a piece of parchment. “Are you buying this for your…?”
Draco cleared his throat and averted the owner’s eyes. “It’s for my uh… friend.” The owner arched his eyebrows. “He wanted to get one for his little cousin.” Draco added quickly.
The man chuckled and gave Draco a smile. “Alright, everything’s set. You’ll receive it on the night of Christmas Eve.”
“Thank you, sir.” Draco said politely; he paid for what he ordered and the delivery fee. “Have a nice Christmas.”
Draco went to the front of the store and found Harry standing by the door, holding a bag of chocolate and candies. Draco had told Harry to wait for him while he went to buy ‘something’. The young boy pulled out the Sugared Quill he was sucking on and grinned at the blond.
“Are you done?” Harry asked and walked up to Draco, “I ate two Chocolate Frogs, two Quills, and some jelly beans already.” He took Draco’s hand and led the blond out the store. “Can we go back now? I’m tired.”
“Sure. You want me to carry you?” Draco looked down at the boy; Harry nodded and the blond picked him up. “We can have lunch when we get back.”
“Uh huh…” Harry murmured and laid his head on Draco’s shoulder.
Malfoy wrapped part of his scarf around Harry and made this way through the snow covered road, back to Hogwarts. The winds had picked up and snow was falling harder. Draco looked down at his bundle; Harry was already asleep. He pulled the beanie lower and covered Harry’s forehead with it. Shivering slightly, he held Harry closer to his body, to keep the child warm. Tucking Harry’s head under his, Malfoy quickened his pace and hoped that by the time he got back, they wouldn’t be soaked with melted snowflakes.
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.: December 24, 1997 :.
Having just taken a nice, warm bath, Draco was sitting on his bed, reading. Harry was tucked in for the night so Draco wasn’t worried about having Harry see the present he got on the day they went to Hogsmeade. Draco looked away from his book when he heard a soft tap on the windowpane; a white snow owl was outside, waiting for Draco to let it in. The blond dropped his book on his bed and hurried over to the window, opening it to let the bird fly in. The owl flew around the room once before settling on Draco’s desk; it held out one of its leg. Draco held out his hand and the owl dropped a shrunken rectangular box into his palm.
“Thank you for bringing this… despite the snow storm brewing outside,” Draco whispered and petted the owl. The snow owl hooted and flapped its wings, flying back outside and left.
Malfoy picked up his wand from the desk and tapped it against the box. The container grew until it was at least four feet long. Saying another spell, Draco magically gift wrapped it. He sighed and walked outside to the living room where he and Harry had set up a small Christmas tree earlier that evening.
Harry had so much fun hanging all the beautiful ornaments Draco conjured. Harry was extremely excited when Draco picked him up to place the star on top of the tree. It was their first, and possibly only, Christmas spent together and Draco was going to make the best of it.
Standing in front of the decorated tree, Draco laid the box at the foot of the tree. He could already imagine the look on Harry’s cherub face when the boy finds the present tomorrow.
With one last look at the star shining brightly on the tree, Draco padded back to his room and turned in for the night.
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.: December 25, 1997 :.
“Oh! Oh! Oh! Draco look! I got presents!” Harry said excitedly.
They were both sitting in front of the tree, pulling out all the presents that had appeared during the night. Draco had got some from his Slytherin friends and one from Snape. Harry only received three, but he was happy. One was from Hermione, one from Ron (Harry remembered who they were), and a really long box.
Draco watched as Harry set the other two presents aside and held the long box almost lovingly in his hands. The brunet looked up with a huge smile on his face; Draco nodded at the green eyed boy, indicating that he can open the present.
“What did you get me Draco?” Harry asked as he tore the wrappings away, “It’s so… long.”
Draco laughed and bent his legs so that his knees were to his chest. He gathered all the ripped up pieces of wrapping paper and put them in one pile.
“Just open it and you’ll find out, Harry.”
With the last piece of wrapping paper gone, Harry quickly opened the box. He gasped and picked up the object that was inside.
“Draco… this-this is a Firebolt,” Harry murmured in awe, “It looks just like the one in my shelf!” Harry stood up and held the broom close to his
heart. “You-you really got me one like you promised!”
“So I take you like it then?” Draco asked cheekily; Harry nodded furiously and carefully put the toy broom on the floor before throwing himself at
Draco. Malfoy laughed merrily and caught Harry in an embrace.
“Thank you, Draco… this is the best present I’ve ever gotten.” Harry whispered into Draco’s shoulder.
“I’m glad you like it,” Draco said and kissed the top of Harry’s head.
Harry picked his head up and looked at Draco, love evident in his eyes. Blushing slightly, Harry leaned in and kissed Draco on the lips. It was an innocent peck, but Draco was still shocked. It was the first time Harry kissed him on the lips.
“I-That’s a thank you kiss.” Harry said shyly and looked down at his feet.
Malfoy chuckled and carded his fingers through Harry’s hair. “Well then, thank you Harry, for the kiss.”
Harry smiled sweetly at him and went to pick up his broom. “Can you teach me how to ride?”
“Of course.”
For the rest of the day, Draco spent hours teaching Harry how to sit properly on the broom, how to balance, and finally how to maneuver the broom. Since it was a toy version of a real Firebolt, the broom only hovered around four feet off the ground and moved not all that fast. If one was to walk by their private quarters, they would be able to hear shrill laughters coming from Harry and running footsteps as Draco ran around, chasing after his charge.
It was a Merry Christmas indeed.
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Chapter 12: My Little Hero
Draco felt something bounce in his bed but chose to ignore it. He turned to his side and pulled his blanket higher; all that was visible was his mop of blond hair. Malfoy then rolled onto his belly and groaned when the thing climbed on his back and straddled him. Said thing started bouncing on his backbone.
Damn it.
"-co! Draco! Wake up! Somebody's at the painting!"
"Go 'way…" Draco whined and pressed his face into his puffy pillow, "It's early… it's after Christmas. Let m'sleep…" Draco muttered into his pillow. "And get off m'back Harry…"
Yes, Draco knew what the thing was.
"You can't go back to sleep Draco… somebody's outside and he's screaming now." Harry leaned forward and started wiggling. "He sounds mad…"
"Who cares," Draco muttered and moved his head to the side, pillow to his cheek.
Harry huffed and moved up, "If you don't wake up right now, I'm gonna give you a wet morning kiss!" Harry smiled wickedly, "I know you don't like those."
Draco sighed and cracked one eye open, only to find two green ones looking back at him, upside down.
"Why do you have to be a morning person?" Draco asked the young boy; Harry shrugged and rolled off Draco's back and sat down next to the prone body.
"Dunno. I just wake up very early." Harry smiled as Draco slowly stretched out his tired muscles and sat up. "Well… you better get dressed; the
person at the door doesn't seem nice."
Draco groaned and threw his legs over the side of the bed; he reached for his robes that were draped across the desk by his bed. Harry also hopped off and stood watching as the blond tied his robes securely around his lean body.
"How long has the person been there?" Draco asked as he walked out his room; Harry skipped behind until he was next to Malfoy.
"Uh… I think five minutes? Ten? I don't remember." Harry skipped ahead of Draco and turned towards the living room.
Draco rolled his eyes; he then found Harry crouching by the portrait, as if a monster was going to barge in any moment. The brunet looked back and grinned at Draco, a finger placed in front of his lips, telling Draco to say quiet.
Draco smirked and walked up to the portrait; it shook as whoever was on the other side knocked.
"Harry, stand up and go sit on the couch." Draco told the young boy; Harry giggled and skipped his way to the couches, sitting down in one of them.
Draco smoothed his hair back before placing his palm flat on the portrait and pushed. Standing on the other side was one irritated Severus Snape.
With a snarl, the Potions Master stepped over the threshold and walked briskly to the living room. Draco sighed and closed the portrait; he looked up and found Harry scooting all the way to the end of the couch when Snape sat down.
"Harry, why don't you go to your room and play with your toys for awhile? I have to talk with Professor Snape for a few minutes." Draco smiled lightly at the brunet.
Harry pulled his eyes away from the scowling man sitting next to him and hopped off the couch, running over to Draco. He tugged at Draco's robes, making the blond bent down.
"I told you he's mad," Harry whispered into Malfoy's ear, "He looks like he just ate a lemon or something really sour."
Draco bit his lips to stop himself from laughing. He ruffled Harry's hair and stood up, patting Harry on the back.
"Go to your room Harry," Draco pushed the boy in the direction of his room, "I'll be done in a few and then I'll have breakfast with you, alright?"
Harry frowned and nodded, “Alright…” he muttered grumpily, “Hurry up okay? I’m hungry.”
Draco chuckled and bent down to kiss Harry on the cheek, “I’ll try. Now go to your room.” He stood there until the sound of Harry’s bedroom door opening and closing reached his ears. Silver eyes met black; Draco almost smiled at the irritated scowl on Snape’s face. “Sorry Professor. I was still
sleeping when you knocked. Harry woke me up and told me somebody was at the door.”
Snape sneered, “I know. Even from the outside, I still heard childish giggling and running footsteps.” He rolled his eyes before reaching into his robes, taking out a vial filled with green liquid. “I asked where you were and Potter told me you were ‘snoring really loud in the bedroom’.”
“I do not snore!” Draco exclaimed; he cleared his throat when Snape quirked an eyebrow at him. “So uh… you brought the potion?”
Snape gave the blond a curt nod before handing the small vial to the teen. “It will turn Potter into a twelve year old adolescent.” Draco rolled the vial between his fingers and nodded absently. “You know that there is only one more batch and Potter will be his rightful age again.”
“Yes, I know.” Draco said quietly; Snape sighed and leaned back against the couch, his arms crossed in front of his chest.
“I said it before and I’m saying it now,” Snape glanced sideways at the blond, “It’s bound to happen. He will change back. Potter can either hate
you or love you. He can either remember everything or it can all become…” Snape held out his right hand and put all his fingertips together then
spread them out, as if he was releasing something into the air. “… Nothing. Nothing but a blank space in his mind.”
Draco gripped the vial tighter; his head was down, as to avoid all eye contact with Snape.
“… I don’t really have a choice now do I? I can’t prevent what is happening to him.” Draco asked, “Day by day, I can see that Harry’s gaining more of his real memories.” Draco looked up and finally met Severus’ eyes. “But even so, I’ll be here. I’ll be here until he’s seventeen again and everything will be back to the way it was.” Draco turned his head back and stared at the closed door of Harry’s bedroom.
“And how were things before, Draco?” Snape asked; he shook his head slightly at the downtrodden expression on the blonde’s face.
“He’ll go back to hating me and I’ll go on as if nothing had changed.” Draco murmured.
“Draco…” Snape started but Draco shook his head.
“Even if Harry doesn’t remember any of this, I will. I’ll remember and that is enough.”
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When Snape left, the first thing Draco did was going to the kitchen and opening the fridge. Taking out the pitcher filled with ice cold pumpkin juice, the blond set it on the counter. He uncorked the vial and poured the green potion into the juice, watching it fuse together. A few seconds later, there were no traces that indicated a potion was mixed within. Draco put the pitcher back into the fridge and then he slowly walked towards Harry’s room. He had roughly ten hours before dinnertime; only ten hours before he will lose a seven year old Harry and gain a twelve year old. Before he turned the doorknob to Harry’s room, Draco paused.
“… Is he going to be the same as he was when we were in our second year?” Draco muttered, “Well, I’ll find out tomorrow won’t I?” Draco
laughed humorlessly; he twisted the doorknob and step inside.
Harry’s ears perked up when he heard his door opening. Turning around, he smiled when he saw Draco standing by the doorway, with his hands stuck in his robes. Harry had been reading a picture about a little bunny getting lost on its way home. Harry had thought of riding his toy broom in his room, but then realized that his room was much too small to fly around in. Needless to say, the young child was surprised when Draco walked right over to him, kneeled down, and pulled him into a tight hug.
Harry blinked a couple of times before twisting his body and wrapped his arms around Draco’s neck. The blond pulled away just a little and smiled sadly at the small boy. Harry frowned, his eyebrows knitting together.
“Draco? What happened? Did the mean man do something to you?” Harry demanded in his childish voice. Draco laughed at the serious look on Harry’s face.
“Are you going to be my little hero and chase the mean Professor out?” Draco asked, his eyebrows were arched in amusement.
Harry huffed and took his arms away from Draco’s neck; he then placed his small palms flat against Draco’s warm cheeks. Harry’s eyes darted to the closed door, hoping that he could somehow see through it.
“I will if you want me to,” Harry replied, “You’ve been there for me, always protecting me.” Harry turned his eyes back at Draco and grinned, “I can always use my toy broom to chase that mean man away.”
Draco chuckled and reached up to ruffle Harry’s mop of hair. “That’s not why I bought you the broom, Harry.”
Malfoy smiled and shifted until he was sitting instead of kneeling; his knees were starting to hurt. Harry, seeing that his guardian was now seated, moved around in Draco’s arms until he was sitting on the blonde’s lap. Laying his head on the older teen’s chest, Harry sighed and cuddled; he loved being in Draco’s arms. He always felt safe whenever the teen held him.
“So what were you doing while I was talking with the Professor?” Draco asked; neither of them had said anything and he felt it was time to break the silence.
“Oh…” Harry tugged at Draco’s robes before looking up at his guardian. “I was just reading a book. The one about a bunny getting lost.”
“You read that many times already,” Draco chuckled, “Don’t you get tired of it?”
“Nope. I like that book.” Harry shrugged halfheartedly and sighed, putting his head on Draco’s shoulder. “Can we go eat now? I’m really hungry and my tummy’s been making weirdo noises.”
Draco rolled his eyes and stood up—with Harry still in his arms. “All you care about is food.”
Harry giggled and snuggled deeper into Draco. “No, all I care about is you.”
Draco’s eyes widened at the statement. Did Harry really care about him? Sure, he cared about Draco now, but what about when Harry’s back to his right age again? Draco closed his eyes and pressed his cheek to the top of Harry’s head.
He didn’t want to think about it.
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“Do you have your broom?”
“Check!” Harry waved his toy broom in front of the blond.
“Mittens?”
“Yup!” Harry held up his left hand and wriggled his fingers.
“Alright… jacket?”
A sigh. “Draco, you put it on me.”
“Pfft. You almost ran out without putting it on. I was just making sure.”
Harry smiled and strode over to Malfoy, tugging at his black beanie. “I’m warm, I have my broom, and I have my beanie. Can we go now?”
Harry spun around on one spot, almost tripping over his own feet. Draco chuckled and caught the young boy before Harry fell.
“Yes, I did say we can go outside and play if you were good.” Draco grinned and picked Harry up. “Let’s go before the sun sets.” Harry nodded and together they went out.
They were halfway to the front gates when a bushy haired girl turned a corner and was walking towards Draco and Harry. Said girl looked up when she heard a giggle; Hermione waved at Harry when the boy started waving his broom at her. Draco moved his head away before it whacked his head.
“Harry, stop waving before the broom takes out my head.” Draco warned; Harry gasped and immediately stopped waving.
Hermione hid her smile behind her hand and she sobered when the blond and Harry came up to her.
“Hey Harry…” Hermione kissed Harry on the cheek and then smiled at Draco. “Draco. Are you guys heading outside?”
“Yup! Draco said I can play with my broom if I was good!” Harry chirped. “Mini, you wanna come with us?”
Hermione let out a tinkering laugh; Harry never got the chance to learn how to say her whole name. So she was still ‘Mini’ to him.
“Well… I’m not busy right now…” She looked up at Draco who was smiling lightly at her. “Draco, do you mind if I…?”
Draco shook his head and smiled a bit wider. “No, not at all. I think Harry would love it if you came with us.”
.: Outside by the Lake :.
“Remember what I said, Harry!” Draco called out; Harry climbed onto his broom and hopped, making the broom levitate off the snow grounds.
“Yeah, don’t go too fast, don’t go too high, and don’t go too far away!” Harry whooped and leaned his body forward, his broom shot straight and
within seconds, Harry was making turns in the air.
Draco sighed and sat down carefully on the fresh snow, minding his coat. He looked up and found Hermione smiling, her eyes following a flying Harry.
“So Gra—Hermione, why are you here at school? I would’ve thought you went home.”
Hermione was startled by the sudden question, but then she smiled lightly and sat down next to the blond.
“My parents are off on a trip. They asked if I wanted to go with them, but I said no.” Hermione drew her knees up and rested her chin on top. “Ron went back to the Burrow and asked me to go with him, but I said no as well.”
“Ah, I see.” Draco murmured, not wanting to pry.
“Harry’s happy isn’t he?” Hermione asked; Draco stiffened before he relaxed and nodded. “Even as his friend, I’ve never seen him so… carefree.
He… didn’t have a happy childhood.”
Silver eyes followed as Harry flew past them, waving at the blond and at Hermione.
“I know… he said something about his uncle and aunt calling him a freak.” Draco looked down at the snow and made a random swirl with his forefinger. “Is it true?”
Hermione let out a long, suffering sigh. “Yes. His Muggle relatives kept him locked up in a cupboard until he was eleven. You know how some
Muggles are… Because Harry knew magic, they immediately labeled him as a freak. Just because it wasn’t ‘normal’ among Muggles.”
“… Is Harry still staying with them?”
Hermione shook her head in the negative. “No, this summer was his last. He turned seventeen in July and bought himself a flat somewhere in London.”
Hermione glanced at the teen sitting beside her and patted Draco’s hand; she smiled when Draco didn’t pull away. “You… really care about Harry don’t you? I can tell, Draco, so don’t even think about lying to me.”
Draco was watching as Harry zoomed to his left, made an abrupt stop before turning and zoomed to his right. The blond smiled softly as Harry laughed merrily; the boy really loved flying.
“You’re right, I do.” Draco answered, “But Harry will never know.”
“What do you mean?” Hermione asked, perplexed. “I’m sure Harry will realize--”
“Snape said he might not remember any of this,” Draco waved his hand at the young boy flying in front, “Harry could simply only remember taking the potion and when he would be seventeen again.”
“You can… tell him. Harry understands; I’m sure he’ll be thankful you took care of him for the past months.”
Draco scoffed and drew his knees up as well. “It’s alright Hermione; he doesn’t have to know. I’m not sure if Harry will accept it even if I told him.”
“Draco-”
“Mini! Look at me!” Harry yelled and giggled, stopping right in front of the sitting teens. He climbed off the broom and plopped down in front of them. “It was a perfect stop. Draco taught me that.”
Hermione glanced over at Draco before reaching out, patting Harry’s head. “Did he now? Well, you did very well.”
“Of course,” Harry said pompously, “I’m a fast learner.”
Draco chuckled, “Of course you are.” Having gathered a snow ball while Harry was talking with Hermione, Draco picked up his snow ball and flung it at Harry, hitting the child on the chest.
Harry squealed and rolled away, only to have Draco tackling him, smearing cold snow on Harry’s face.
Hermione sat watching as Draco and Harry rolled around in the soft snow, trying to hit one another with snow. They were having so much fun that she
didn’t have the heart to interrupt.
“Harry will understand, Draco. He’ll understand.”
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“How come you’re not drinking the pumpkin juice tonight?” Harry asked as Draco handed the boy a glass of juice.
“Oh. I got tired of it. I drink it almost every day at breakfast.”
Harry looked down at his glass and shrugged. “Okay then. It’s really good so don’t get mad at me when I drink it all.”
“I won’t…” Draco muttered; Harry tilted his head back and down the whole glass. He licked his lips and set the glass on the table.
The effect was immediate. A few seconds later, Harry’s eyes were starting to droop; Draco pushed his chair back and got up. He caught the boy before Harry’s head met the top of the table. Carrying his light cargo, Draco made his way to the boy’s bedroom. The things inside hadn’t changed yet; all the clothing were still the size for a seven year old boy. Draco didn’t really think too much on that matter; he was sure that by tomorrow morning, everything will change.
Setting Harry on his bed, Draco pulled the blankets up to cover the whole body.
“Goodnight Harry…” Draco whispered and swooped down to plant a kiss on Harry’s forehead.
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Draco didn’t really sleep the night before. His mind was busy the whole night. So when a blur of black flew at him, he was somewhat ready for the collision. Landing on his back, grey eyes met mischievous green.
“Wow, I woke up earlier than you did.” Harry said; Draco noticed that his voice was deeper.
“You always wake up before I do,” Draco said; Harry sighed and nuzzled his face in Draco’s neck, his legs straddling Malfoy’s hips.
Draco felt awkward. There he was, lying on his bed with Harry on top. True, it wasn’t the first time Harry hopped onto his bed and smothered him.
But his was a twelve year old Harry; he was a teen! Somehow, that just didn’t feel right for Draco. In the far corner of his mind, however, Draco didn’t really mind the way Harry was rubbing his face on his neck or the way he was straddling him like…
“Harry… Your hair is wet.”
“Oh!” Harry held his head up and beamed at Draco. “I took a shower. I just felt like taking a shower. Weird huh?”
‘Not weird. Guess you had the habit of taking showers in the morning.’
“Draco you should get up. It’s ten.” Harry rolled off of Draco and lay next to him. “I want to see Hermione. She must be lonely staying here at school by herself. Usually she goes with Ron to the Burrow.”
Draco sat straight up and stared down at Harry. “You… You remember?”
Harry looked at Draco skeptically and sat up as well. “What do you mean? She always goes to the Burrow with Ron. Every Christmas. But this year
she didn’t… wonder what happened.”
Draco shook his head slowly and looked at Harry right in the eye. “Do-do you know what you are saying right now?! How do you know Hermione’s staying?”
He was very close to being hysterical. It was as if Harry remembered everything! This can’t be happening…
“Draco, are you alright?” Harry asked and placed a palm on Draco’s forehead. “Of course I know what I’m saying. If I didn’t know better, I would’ve thought you are delusional. We saw her yesterday when we were walking out to the grounds. I was flying on my broom and she was there with you.”
“I know that…” Draco murmured; he wasn’t too surprised that Harry remembered what happened yesterday. What he was shocked about was that Harry remembered Hermione going to the Burrow. “But… how did you know about Hermione going with Ron every year?”
“I-I…” Harry looked blankly at Draco. “I don’t know.” Harry shook his head, his eyes screwed shut.
“Harry?” Draco grasped Harry’s shoulder and shook him lightly. “Harry, are you alright?”
“I-I don’t know why… I just do.” Harry sobbed; his head hurt right now. “It’s like I have another set of memories inside my head! I see images! I saw...”
Draco pulled Harry to him and held the smaller teen; Harry wasn’t holding his sobs and was crying wholeheartedly. Draco closed his eyes and rocked Harry.
I’m losing you…
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Chapter 13: It’s Not Right
“Draco… Hurry up and get into the bed. I’m cold without you next to me.” Harry smiled seductively as he waved Draco over.
Draco wet his sudden dried lips and padded over to where a fully naked Harry was waiting. The blond sat on the edge of the bed, taking off his shirt, when Harry pounced on him.
“Let me.” Harry purred.
He curled his hand around the hem of Draco’s shirt and slowly pulled it up. Malfoy closed his eyes as the cotton shirt went over his face. With a yank,
Harry took off the shirt and tossed it somewhere behind Draco’s head. The green eyed teen smiled saucily before backing up on the mattress, the feral look never left his face.
Draco growled low in his throat and went on his hands and knees, crawling up to where Harry was half lying on top of some white pillows.
“You look so delicious spread out like that,” Draco whispered; he grabbed Harry’s shoulders and pushed the smaller teen down, legs locking Harry’s own between his.
“Only for you…” Harry breathed, “Only you, Draco.” He reached up and dug his fingers into the soft platinum blond hair. “Kiss me. Now.”
Draco—not wanting to go against his lover’s wishes—swooped down and claimed those red, luscious lips. Harry eagerly parted his mouth to let
Draco’s tongue probe inside the hot cavern. He moaned into the kiss when the blond started sucking on his bottom lip.
“I want-“ Draco bit into Harry’s lip. “to keep you here-” a suckle. “all night.”
Harry gasped when Draco’s mouth traveled to his jaw, lightly nipping at the skin. Tiny red marks decorated Harry’s otherwise blemish free tanned skin. While Draco was still busy marking Harry, the brunet wrapped his legs around the blond and with a grunt, flipped them over. Harry’s green eyes sparkled with mischief; Draco pulled away and smirked at the teen hovering above him.
“Why the sudden change?”
Harry grinned and slinked down, passing Draco’s chest, his abdomen, and finally, his face was above Malfoy’s very interested cock.
“Just to return the favor,” Harry whispered; hot breath caressed the tip of Draco’s hard member. “I can’t just let you have all the fun.”
With that said, Harry opened his mouth wide, to accommodate the girth of Draco’s erection. He covered his teeth with his lips before lowering onto the swollen head. Draco yelped when the warm, wet sensation covered his length.
“Fu—“
“—ck!” Draco cried out; his eyes snapped opened, his breathing came in short pants. Throwing his blanket aside, the blond sat straight up on his bed. Beads of perspiration covered his forehead. “Bloody hell… Please tell me I did not just have that dream.” Draco said to nobody in particular. “Shouldn’t be dreaming about him, Draco.” The blond told himself, shaking his head. “It is so wrong.”
Draco hung his head and his sleep crusted eyes landed on the prominent bulge beneath his sleeping pants. He needed some relieve and he needed it now.
Groaning, Draco moved to the side of the bed and stood up; he was painfully aware of the problem between his legs. Malfoy stood in front of his wardrobe and opened the doors. He took out a crisp, white dress shirt, a grey jumper, a pair of black trousers, and a pair of boxer briefs. It was a Saturday--and it was still the winter holidays--so there was no need to take out his black robes. Mumbling under his breath, Draco slammed the doors shut and pivoted on the balls of his feet.
“I need a goddamn cold shower,” Draco grumbled and walked over to the conjoined bathroom.
The blond stripped down, throwing his shirt in the hamper and carefully stepped out from his pajama bottom, bending down to pick it up before throwing that in the hamper as well. Draco stepped inside the bathtub, pulled the shower curtains around it, and turned on the cold water on full blast.
He hissed as the icy cold water merely touched his chest and splattered down his abs to his legs.
When Draco put his whole head under the shower head, he almost screamed out like a girl…
Malfoys did not scream like a girl.
“Fuck! I hate cold showers!” Draco growled and turned the spigot off. Gritting his teeth, he pulled the curtains apart and stepped out again; water dripped down his torso and made a small puddle on the tiled floor. “It’s bloody winter! I was asking for death… bloody water was cold as ice…”
Draco muttered and took a towel to dry himself.
At least his problem was gone now.
Just as Draco was done drying his hair, he realized his human alarm clock hadn’t run into his room.
“Huh… Maybe Harry’s still sleeping,” Draco shrugged and threw the wet towel into the hamper. The house elves will take care of it later in the day. “Funny… he always wake before--”
“Draco! Wake up!” Harry’s voice sounded from the other side of the bathroom door.
Draco smirked; it seemed his human alarm clock was a bit late today. Not wanting to yell out to Harry, Draco went on to brush his teeth.
“Draco?” Harry looked around the room; Draco’s bed was still unmade, which meant he barely woke up. Frowning, Harry turned away from the
bed and was about to walk out of the bedroom when he heard a soft rustling from behind the bathroom door.
Smiling, Harry gently placed his hand on the doorknob. He turned it, and with a sudden push, Harry rushed inside.
“Draco! I’ve been--”
Harry’s green eyes widened at the scene before him. The blond was brushing teeth… with only a pair of boxers on.
Harry let out a whimper.
Draco turned away from the mirror, toothbrush in hand. His mouth slacked when he saw a wide eyed, mouth hanging opened, red faced, Harry by the door.
“SORRY!”
“Arghhhhh!”
Draco yelled and threw down the toothbrush into the sink; he turned around and reached into the hamper, taking the wet towel out and wrapped it around his hips.
“I’m so sorry!” Harry cried and turned around, his back facing Draco. “I-I heard something… and uh I was looking at—that didn’t sound right…
Oh god, I’m sorry!” With that, Harry ran out of the bathroom without closing the door.
Draco slowly unwrapped himself and let the towel drop to the floor. He looked down, looked at the door, then back down at his legs and sighed.
“Why the hell did I grab the towel? I’m wearing my boxers.” Draco rolled his eyes and picked up the towel, throwing it back into the hamper. He looked into the mirror and scowled; the toothpaste foam was crusting around his lips. “Harry probably screamed because I look hideous.”
Draco turned on the faucet and rinsed his toothbrush, set that aside, and cupped his hands under the running water. He gargled a few times before wiping his mouth clean. The blond donned his trouser, dress shirt, and gray jumper; his heart was still pounding from Harry’s entrance.
“We’re both males… nothing to worry about.” Draco assured himself, “We were just… surprised that’s all.” Nodding, Draco left the bathroom and walked to his bed.
After fixing his bed, Malfoy went outside; Harry was nowhere to be seen. The living room and kitchen were too quiet so Draco was sure the young boy was not there. Harry was probably hiding in his room. Sighing, Draco made his way to Harry’s room; the door was slightly ajar. He peeked in and saw the brunet on the bed, lying on his back. Malfoy pushed the door open all the way and walked in; he padded quietly over to the bed and found that Harry’s eyes were closed.
“Harry?”
The boy in question let out a ‘meep’ and rolled onto his stomach, his face buried into the pillow. Draco frowned. Why was Harry acting this way?
“Harry… Are you alright?” Draco asked and sat down on the edge of Harry’s bed. He heard a small cough muffled by the pillow. “You know, you are going to suffocate yourself if you continue to press your face into the pillow.”
“I’m fine,” Harry mumbled and turned his face to the side. “I’m sorry Draco, I didn’t mean to just barge into the bathroom like that.”
Draco noticed a pink tinge to Harry’s cheeks. “It’s fine… But when you screamed out like that, I thought I was naked.” Draco let out a small laugh.
“Oh. I didn’t mean to… It’s just I… I’ve never seen you in a state of undress before.” Harry’s face turned to a darker shade of red. Shaking his
head, Harry looked up at Draco with a bit of uncertainty. “Oh and you woke up earlier than I did today.”
“I know, and I thought my human alarm clock wasn’t working,” Draco smirked down at Harry. It was a good thing the topic changed; Draco didn’t want to talk about the awkwardness of the bathroom incident anymore.
“Human alarm clock?” Harry asked, a small smile was on his face. “Oh… Well, I woke up at the same time I do every morning. So it’s just you. I think I woke up because I heard yelling… Was it you?”
Draco stiffened then shook his head, “Uh… No. No, it wasn’t me.”
How pathetic.
“Really? Oh well,” Harry shrugged. “It kind of sounded like you.”
“No. It wasn’t me.” Draco said firmly, “Anyway, get up, Harry. We’re going to visit Hermione today.”
Harry rolled around until he was on his back again. Draco caught Harry glimpsing down at his legs and the blond arched an eyebrow at that.
How… interesting.
Draco wracked his brains and came up with twenty different reasons why Harry would look down at his crotch… Ah. Draco then remembered the time when he was twelve; that was the start of when it would move when he saw something arousing. Harry couldn’t be having the same problem was he? All the boy saw was him in boxers. Draco mentally kicked his head and threw that thought out. It was not possible. Harry can’t be falling in love? In like? With him.
Was he?
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Draco and Harry walked side by side as they made their way up the castle, to the Gryffindor Tower. More than once they got lost on their way there—Draco never found out how to get to the Gryffindor tower and Potter wasn’t quite sure with his messed up memories—and Harry had to ask the paintings on how to get to the tower. While they walked, Draco had his hands stuffed into his trouser pockets and Harry was swinging his arms at his sides. Once or twice, the brunet would look up at Draco, biting his lip. Draco would smile down at the young teen and then kept his eyes straight ahead.
Draco would be lying if he said he didn’t miss holding Harry’s hand like he used to when the boy was still young. But since Harry was a pre-teen now… it just didn’t seem right.
They rounded a corner and Draco could see the three flights of stairs they had to go up to get to the Gryffindor common room. He groaned and before he took a step forward, Harry shot past him and started bounding up the steps.
“Harry! Wait!” Draco called out and ran after the younger teen.
Harry stopped and turned his head back, one hand on the rail. “I just want to get up there. Mini might be somewhere else and we would miss her.”
Draco snorted and he was now behind the brunet. “Where would she go? She told me she was the only one that stayed.”
“Well…” Harry started; he slowly took a step. Draco was right behind him. “Mini is this bookworm see? She loves going to the library when she has nothing to do.”
Draco was sure Granger never said anything to Harry about loving to read during his de-aged days.
“Ah. Well, go on up then. You’re younger than I am. Run up there and knock on the Fat Lady’s painting.”
Harry laughed and picked up his pace, but not too much. “You’re not that old, Draco. You’re only like what? Five years older than I am?”
“How do you know I’m only seventeen?” Draco demanded, “Do I look seventeen?”
Harry stopped once more and looked back at the blond, a full frown on his young face. “I-I just know you’re seventeen.” Harry shook his head slowly, confused. “Don’t ask why I know, I just do.”
Seeing the aggravated expression, Draco chose not to press on the matter. He smiled testily and placed a hand on Harry’s narrow shoulder.
“Well, you’re right. Now, go on up.”
Harry blinked a few times, his expression softened. He then smiled at Draco before bounding up the rest of the way, leaving Draco to slowly walk up the flights of stairs. When the blond was finally up on the seventh floor, he found Harry chatting with the Fat Lady.
“… I’m looking for Mini, can you let me in?” Harry asked politely; the Fat Lady chuckled and shook her head.
“I’m afraid I don’t know who Mini is dear.” She said, “Are you sure the person you are looking for is named Mini? I must say, that is one peculiar name.”
Draco chuckled and stood next to the scowling brunet. “Dear Lady, we’re here to see Hermione Granger.”
“Oh! You’re here to see Ms. Granger? Well, why didn’t the young man say so? I was wondering who this Mini was.” The Fat Lady let out a chortle
before she opened the portrait. “Well, go on in gentlemen. Ms. Granger seems to be in the common room. She’s been awfully lonely these past few days.”
“Thank you,” Draco bowed and stepped through; Harry also bowed and followed Malfoy inside.
Hermione was sitting on a couch, writing in what seemed to be a journal when Draco and Harry came in. She looked up when the portrait slammed closed.
“Draco? Harry? What are you guys doing here?” Hermione asked.
Before Draco could answer, Harry ran to where Hermione was sitting and plopped right down next to her on the couch. Draco rolled his eyes and went to them at a more leisurely pace; he made himself comfortable in an armchair across from them. He noted that the armchair was a ruby red…
Not bad.
“Well, we thought we can give you some company,” Harry grinned at the girl, “I know you must be--”
“Harry just wanted to bother you for the rest of the day,” Draco interrupted; Harry scowled at him. Malfoy sent Granger a look and Hermione caught it.
“I don’t mind some company. It’s awfully quiet here, all by myself.” Hermione said, “Harry, would you like to see my scrapbook? I do quite a bit when I’m bored.”
“You have a scrapbook? That’s fantastic!” Harry smiled at the older girl.
Hermione took out her wand and flicked her wrist. A moment later a large album flew down the stairway and landed gently on her lap. She tapped her wand on the book cover before handing it over to Harry, who gladly accepted it.
Both Draco and Hermione waited until Harry was engrossed into the book before standing and walking to a far off corner in the common room. They sat down in armchairs; Draco crossed his legs and folded his hands over his knees while Hermione tucked her feet under her.
“You wanted to talk?” Hermione asked softly; her eyes darted to where Harry was flipping through pages of her scrapbook. “And don’t worry, I took out all the pictures with Harry in it.”
Draco nodded; she answered his unasked question.
“Yes. Something happened this morning… and well, I found it weird.” Draco answered; he was staring at the small, round table in between the two chairs. Suddenly, two cups of steaming hot tea appeared; Draco took his cup and sipped.
“Oh?” Hermione took her cup and cradled it in her hands, “What happened this morning? Nothing bad I hope?”
Malfoy put his cup back onto the saucer and turned his attention on Harry. “I wouldn’t say bad. Harry sort of ran into the bathroom and saw me half naked…”
Hermione arched her eyebrow and took a sip of tea, but remained silent.
“I was dressed so don’t think of anything inappropriate,” Draco hissed.
Granger smiled behind the cup and then she set it on the round table. “I didn’t say anything Draco and you said you were half naked so I assume you were somewhat dressed.” She patted Draco’s folded hands, “What happened then?”
“Harry screamed, I screamed. I grabbed a towel and covered myself… I kind of forgot I was dressed. I was freaked out, you know?” Draco muttered, “Then Harry apologized and ran to his room.” Draco paused and looked into Hermione’s brown eyes. “I’m sure you know about puberty
and all that crap right?”
Hermione smiled and nodded, “Of course, why do you ask?”
“Well, I went into Harry’s room later and found him lying on his bed. When I came in, he squeaked and didn’t want to look at me.” Draco explained; he was waving his hand around as he talked.
“That has nothing to do with puberty, Draco.”
“I’m getting there!” Draco sniped, “Anyways, when I finally got Harry to look at me, I saw him looking down at his… er between his legs so to speak.”
Hermione laughed but stopped when Draco glared at her. She cleared her throat and put on a straight face.
“Are you saying you think Harry got… interested when he saw you half naked in the bathroom?”
“Yes! That is exactly what I am saying!” Draco slapped his hand down on his thigh. “You know… I don’t mind if it was a seventeen year old Harry that came in, but this is a twelve year old we’re talking about here. It’s wrong, Hermione, just plain wrong.”
The browned haired girl bit her lip and looked up at Draco; Malfoy narrowed his eyes.
“You know something. I can tell. Spill it, Granger.”
“Well… I know you fancy Harry, am I correct?” Hermione asked hesitantly; Draco snorted and nodded.
“I told you that last time we saw each other, Granger.” Hermione glared at him and Draco looked away.
“What if… I’m saying what if alright? What if Harry… fancies you as well?” Hermione said, “I know he doesn’t have his normal memories, but you know that he’s getting them back slowly. What if the real him… liked you? It is possible. I had my suspicions since last year; I noticed how he looks at
you sometimes during classes.”
Draco licked his lips and stared at the girl sitting beside him; he then looked at Harry who was now lying on his belly on the couch, looking through the
scrapbook with interest.
“Are you saying…?”
“Yes Draco, you know exactly what I am saying.”
“Harry… No, he can’t. He would never--”
Hermione leaned over the small table and held Draco with a heavy gaze; her hand was clasped over Draco’s slightly trembling one.
“Harry has feelings for you, Draco. That’s why he acted the way he did this morning. Trust me on this.”
Draco was left speechless.
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Chapter 14: Path to More Confusion
“Well, it’s great that you guys came to visit me today,” Hermione smiled at both men; she bent down and gave Harry a light kiss. She straightened and smirked at the brunet, “And Harry, remember next time you come here, don’t go up the stairs that leads to the girls’ dormitory.”
“I didn’t know it would turn into a giant slide!” Harry exclaimed; he grumbled and stood next to Draco, leaning slightly against the blonde’s body. “I just wanted to check out what’s upstairs…”
Draco held back his laughter and looked at Hermione; he placed one hand on Harry’s shoulder. “We’ll take our leave now.” He steered Potter towards the opened portrait hole. Before he stepped outside he turned back, “And thanks for… the talk.”
“What talk?!” Harry asked from outside; Draco rolled his eyes and then nodded at Hermione before departing.
During their return trip, more than once did Harry bump hands with Draco, clearly wanting the blond to actually hold hands with him. But every time Draco looked at Harry’s direction, the brunet would be looking to the side; he simply didn’t meet Draco’s eyes. Now, they were at the flights of
stairs, both walking side by side, every step matching the other.
They didn’t talk much, which was really surprising since Harry was usually the talkative one. But here they were, silent. One was deep in thought, while the other was contemplating whether he should try again to take the other’s hand.
Draco stared unseeingly ahead; his body was working on its own. It was a wonder that he still hadn’t tripped and rolled down the stairs…
.: Back in time… thirty minutes ago :.
“What do you mean?!” Draco hissed, after getting over his speechlessness. “Are you sure, Hermione? Harry has feelings for me?”
Hermione scowled at the blond next to her and placed her teacup a bit firmly on the saucer. It made a sharp ‘clink’ and at Hermione’s icy glare, Draco shrank back just a bit.
“Of course I’m sure, Malfoy!” Hermione whispered snappishly; Draco arched his eyebrow at being called by his surname. Hermione cleared her throat, realizing what she just did. “Sorry. But yes, Draco, I’m quite sure.”
“How can you know for sure?” Draco looked away from the girl, “Harry could’ve stared at me all those times because he… he hated my guts! You, being one of his best friends, should know we ‘hated’ each other for a good five years!”
“I know that!” Hermione threw her hands up in the air, “Look Draco, I’m not stupid or blind. Believe it or not, Harry talks about… you sometimes… Of course it was never when Ron’s here, but he talks to me.”
Draco narrowed his eyes at the brown haired girl, “What does Harry talk about? I bet you it’s all the stuff he hates about me.”
“Actually, no. There was this one time when we were studying in the common room late at night. It was for Potions you see, and Harry wanted to do well in Snape’s exam. Anyway, all of a sudden… well I guess it wasn’t since I saw him fidgeting around, but he blurted out how… handsome you look when you brew potions in class.”
Draco almost choked on the tea he was drinking. He quickly put the cup on the round table and coughed a few times. Hermione looked at him with a small smile; Draco glared at her.
“Yes… surprising isn’t it? I had the same reaction as you did just now. But then I put on a straight and asked him why he thought of you that way.”
“Yeah… why indeed…” Draco muttered.
“Harry just shrugged and told me he just does and went back to studying. I almost wanted to strangle him that night, but I refrained from doing so.”
Hermione sat back in her chair and looked at Harry, who seemed to be still occupied by the scrapbook. Hermione then let out a sigh with a shrug of her shoulders, “It was then I started to think about Harry’s true feelings towards you.”
“I still think it’s impossible for Harry to like me…” Draco muttered, “Every time we saw each other, we wanted to hex each other’s arse off. I did it because I had to mask my feelings; Harry had no reason to…”
“Oh god… Draco, would you stop being so pessimistic?!” Hermione snapped; Draco clamped his mouth shut. It was unwise to make Hermione angry. “Why can’t you accept that Harry can love you, too?”
“I-It’s hard…”
“No it’s not!” Hermione grounded out, “God, you’re as stubborn as he is!” She jerked her head in the direction of the brunet on the couch, “You two will make such a great couple.”
Draco furrowed his eyebrows and refused to look at the girl beside him. Hermione sighed and shifted in her seat. The blond glanced at her warily.
“It’s not as one sided as you think, Draco.”
.: Present time :.
“… Draco? Draco?”
Malfoy looked around; it seemed he had stopped walking all of a sudden. He and Harry were now standing in a empty hallway, far away from their
quarters. He looked down—not much since the top of Harry's head reached his forearms—and found the brunet looking at him worriedly.
“Are you alright? You just stopped… I’ve been saying your name for the past minute or so.” Harry frowned at his guardian.
“Oh… I’m fine.” Harry looked at Draco skeptically, “Really, I am.” Draco tried a smile; Harry’s expression softened and returned the smile.
They started walking again and as they went to the lower levels of the castle, the air around got cooler. Harry shivered and tugged at his jumper; Draco shuffled at bit closer to the teen.
“Harry?” Draco said the brunet’s name without looking at him.
“What is it?”
“What if… What if one day, you wake up and you realize… everything in the past was just a dream? Like, it was an alternate reality. What would you do?” Draco asked; he had been thinking about it… since the days with Harry were getting short.
“That’s crazy!” Harry laughed, “How can everything that happened be a dream?” He looked up and found the blond scowling and realized it wasn’t a joke. Harry looked sadly at Draco, “You’re… not kidding.”
“No, I’m not.”
Harry swallowed; his throat was feeling unusually dry. “Well, I can tell you that… if this was a dream, then I would think of it as a really nice dream.”
Harry smiled softly, “My time with you were filled with happiness. You were always there for me and loved me unconditionally, Draco. I will never forget that.”
‘Are you sure…?’ Draco thought sadly.
“Harry… what if you wake up one day and you… hate me.”
“I will never hate you!” Harry cried out; he grabbed Draco’s arm forcefully, stopping the taller teen from walking. “How can you even say such a thing?!” Tears were filling Harry’s eyes and he quickly wiped them away with his free hand. “I can’t hate you, Draco… I never…”
Right there and then, Draco felt like a first class jerk. He pulled the sniffling teen to him and wrapped him in a hug.
“I’m sorry, Harry… I was just… Never mind. Forget everything I said in the past ten minutes.” Draco murmured; he carded his fingers soothingly through Harry’s mop of hair. It calmed the brunet immediately.
“I just don’t understand why you would ask me such things,” Harry sniffed; he moved away from Draco’s warm body and glared up at the blond. “And as far as I’m concerned, none of this is a dream.”
Draco smiled but didn’t answer Harry; he let go of the brunet and was about to continue his way when Harry took his hand.
Not caring that this was a teenage Harry, Draco linked their fingers together. Time was short and Draco was going to cherish every second of it.
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It was well passed midnight and Draco was huddled on the couch, watching the fire in the fireplace dance. Harry had wanted to stay with him that evening but the blond ushered the younger teen to bed.
Words from his conversation with Hermione repeatedly replayed in his mind. Draco wanted to believe every word that came out from Hermione’s mouth but it all seemed too surreal. More than anything, Draco wanted Harry to like him, and in time love him, as well.
It was just too much to think about. His head was starting to hurt from thinking too much.
With a sigh, Draco straightened his legs and stretched—he had been sitting in a curled up position for the past half hour. He slowly got up and padded in the direction of his bedroom. Draco was fumbling with the door knob of his door when he saw, from the corner of his eyes, that Harry’s door was slightly ajar.
‘Why do you care? Let the boy sleep!’ Draco chided himself, ‘Besides, it’s not like Harry’s doing anything interesting… He’s sleeping.’
Draco shrugged and was back fumbling with his door knob when he heard a soft groan coming from the other side of Harry’s door. Draco stopped twisting the knob and marched (three steps) to the door next to his own bedroom.
A number of questions ran across Draco’s mind:
1. Is Harry sick?
2. Is Harry having a nightmare?
3. Did he fall off his bed and bumped his head?
4. None of the above.
‘There should be a fifth option…’
Draco used the toes of his right foot to push the door wider so that he could slip in without making any unnecessary sounds. Draco stood by the doorway, his hands behind his back so that he could close the door.
The first thing he saw was a squirming lump on top of Harry’s bed; Draco immediately crossed out question number three. As he got closer to the moving body under the covers, Draco started hearing soft moans; questions number one and two came back. Worried about Harry’s health, the blond quickly made his way to the side of the bed and was about to check if the teen had a temperature, when Harry moaned again.
“… Oh… Don’t…” Harry murmured breathlessly in his sleep; he twisted under the blankets, hands gripping the top in tight fists.
Draco loomed over the distraught brunet and inspected Harry’s face. It was a good thing the window was right there behind Harry’s bed. Soft moonlight shone through the glass and illuminated Harry’s face. Malfoy could see that Harry was a bit flushed, his lips parted fractionally; beads of perspiration dotted across Potter’s forehead, making his dark tresses stick to the skin. And he was still moaning... And his hips were making subtle, small thrusts. One thing came to Draco’s mind: Harry looked like he was in a middle of an extremely good shag.
Bloody hell.
“Draco…” Harry moaned; he unconsciously bent his legs and opened them.
Draco squeaked. Yes, he squeaked. For god’s sake, Harry just moaned out his name; who wouldn’t squeak?!
“Harry… Oh Merlin…” Draco shook his head, “Stop it, Draco. You can’t think of Harry that way. Not now.” Draco reminded himself and slowly backed away from the moaning brunet. “You just can’t.”
Then Harry started panting.
Draco’s blood pressure went through the roof… then all the blood rushed south. This time it was Draco’s turn to groan. It was just so enticingly delicious to see Harry writhing on top of the bed, even though Harry was just dreaming. Draco turned on his heels and bolted out the door, before he was going to do something drastically stupid to the brunet.
That night, Draco Malfoy didn’t get any sleep at all.
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Like clockwork, Harry the human alarm clock ran into Draco’s room at exactly eight o’clock Sunday morning. The winter holidays were coming to a close; actually, school starts the next day. Harry clambered up onto the soft mattress and smiled when Draco shifted away, making room for the smaller teen. Potter sighed and lied down next to the blond, green eyes staring up at the ceiling.
“What? I don’t get shaken up today?” Draco asked; he was already half awake when Harry ran in. Draco groaned tiredly and rolled onto his back,
lying in the same position as Harry. “You’re awfully quiet.”
“Oh… I-I uh… didn’t get much sleep last night. Woke up very early. Yeah.” Harry said choppily; Draco twisted his head to the side and found Harry looking at him. The younger teen blushed and looked away quickly, back to staring at the ceiling.
“And why didn’t you get any sleep?” Draco queried. He knew the answer of course; Draco just wanted to see if Harry would actually tell him. He was not disappointed; Harry folded his hands on top of his stomach and began fiddling his thumbs.
“I-I had a dream last night. Yup. It was… interesting.” Harry said offhandedly, “I kept thinking about it… that’s why I couldn’t sleep.”
“Really?” Draco drawled and sat up; he slowly stretched, not noticing the way Harry was eyeing him.
“Ye-yeah…” Harry stammered; his green eyes traveled downward to where a sliver of pale skin showed as Draco’s pajama rode up. “I-I don’t remember much about it though.”
Draco hummed and turned to smile at the brunet who was still lying on his back. His smile turned into a smirk when he saw how Harry’s eyes were drawn near his hips. There were two splotches of pink on each of Harry’s cheekbones. An evil smile slowly formed and Draco inched his hand towards Harry’s stomach. With a sharp jab, he got Harry’s attention.
“Why’d you do that for?!” Harry whined as he rubbed the sore spot on his stomach. “And stop looking at me like that!” Harry mumbled when
Draco continued to smirk at him.
“What were you staring at?” Draco shot back; he smiled in satisfaction when Harry blushed.
“N-nothing!” Harry said quickly, his eyes diverting away from Draco. He rolled to his side and curled up into a ball. “I wasn’t staring at you, that’s for sure.” Harry said firmly.
“Oh yes, Harry, I am sure you were only staring at my beautiful wardrobe on the other side of the room.” Draco said sarcastically; Harry made a nonchalant grunt. “Now if you’re just going to lounge around on my bed, be my guest. Me, on the other hand, will go out to the Great Hall and have breakfast after I freshen myself. You can join me when you decide to get off the bed.” Draco said and got off; he walked to his ‘beautiful’ wardrobe and took out some fresh clothes. “I suggest you go to your room and dress. I know the house-elves are going to make a nice English breakfast for us if we’re not too late.”
Draco heard Harry gasp and without turning around, he knew the teen had run out the room, if the running footsteps were anything to go by. The blond chuckled to himself and got ready for the rest of the day.
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Since it was the last day of the holidays, students were coming back and thus, the Great Hall was about a quarter filled. Draco had barely opened the heavy double doors when Harry ran passed him and straight to the Gryffindor table. Draco was secretly glad that the Lions’ table only had a few students, most were of underclassmen. He spotted Granger right away; Harry was already there, sitting right across from the girl. Malfoy made his way over and calmly sat down next to his charge, who was waiting impatiently for his plate of breakfast to appear.
“Good morning, Hermione.” Draco greeted politely; Hermione smiled at the blond.
“Morning, Draco.” Hermione grinned, “It seems Harry is a bit excited.”
“Of course he is. I mentioned food when we were still back at our quarters. It only took him ten minutes to do his morning rituals.” Draco said.
“I’m hungry!” Harry cried indignantly, “You can’t starve a growing boy!” He humphed and went back to fidgeting.
“Sooner or later you are going to break the bench from all the fidgeting.”
Draco rolled his eyes when Harry scowled but stopped moving nonetheless; Hermione giggled at the interaction between Draco and her best friend.
Harry whooped when a huge plate of breakfast appeared before him; Draco and Hermione calmly started on their breakfast while Harry ate with fervor. It was a wonder how Harry had managed to stay so slim, seeing the amount he consumed each day.
Potter cut a piece of sausage, stuffed it in his mouth, chewed and swallowed before speaking. “Mini, how come you stayed during Christmas? Don’t you always go with Ron to his house?”
Hermione stopped forking her eggs and looked up at Harry, shocked. She caught Draco shaking his head at her and whatever question that was about to tumble out of her mouth was gone. The brown haired placed her fork down beside her dish and dabbed her mouth daintily with her white napkin. Glancing at Draco, the blond teen was back sawing into his sausages. Hermione sighed and tried a small smile; Harry was looking at her, his cheeks puffed out from food.
“Ron did ask me to visit his family this year…” Hermione started, “… but I thought better of it. It is his only time spent with his family after all. I didn’t want to intrude.” Hermione said softly; Draco looked up from his scrambled eggs and just from the look on the girl’s face, he knew there was more to what she said.
“Oh… So that’s why you stayed?” Harry tilted his head to the side, “Well, Christmas is the only time of year when… Charlie would come back from Romania; you know how Ron almost never sees Charlie--”
“What else do you remember!?” Hermione forced out; Draco was glaring at her now but she ignored him. “How much you know? You… Harry do you remember everything?”
“Hermione, why don’t you finish your breakfast?” Draco gritted out, “Maybe we’ll talk after we’re all done.”
“I’m full, Draco.” Hermione glared at the blond.
Harry was looking back and forth between the two older teens. Why did he say Charlie? Where did that come from? When he tried to search through his memories of who Charlie was, Harry couldn’t find it. Harry frowned and placed his own fork down; he wasn’t so hungry anymore. Half of his breakfast was left uneaten.
“I don’t know, Mini…” Harry muttered, “The name just seemed familiar… but now I can’t recall…” Harry scowled at the plate in front of him and pushed it away.
Draco snarled at the bushy-haired girl; Hermione returned Draco’s snarl with one of her own glares.
“We’re going to have a nice long talk, Draco.” Hermione said in a deadly tone; there was a thin smile, but she was anything but happy.
“I’ll be more than happy to converse with you, Hermione.”
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Draco watched as Harry was running along the lake shore, stopping every now and then when there was a ripple across the lake. Draco assumed the giant squid had come out from hibernation. Malfoy had told Harry that he needed to talk with ‘Mini’; Harry told them that he would be by the lake and did not ask any questions before he ran off. Draco sighed and leaned against a giant oak tree trunk; Hermione was making herself comfortable on the hard, icy snow. Once she was, she scowled at the blond beside her.
“Tell me, just how much does Harry remember of his real memories?” Hermione shot out, “I thought he only remembers a little. But there he was, remembering Charlie and me going to the Burrow every Christmas!”
“It’s was a gradual thing, Hermione.” Draco answered tiredly, “It started when Harry aged to seven years old. It was then he began getting these relapses and he would see images of his real memories.” He pulled back his arms and folded them behind his head. “Harry would blank out for minutes and everything would be back to normal. Sometimes I fear that he would remember how he hated me…”
Hermione’s angry expression softened, “Is that why you think Harry doesn’t like you?”
“That’s part of the reason I guess,” Draco murmured, “I’m always afraid that he would hate me one day… because he remembers every little detail… all the hatred between us.”
“Well, from what I’m seeing, he loves you more than anything.” Hermione smiled softly, her eyes trained on the brunet who was now sitting by the lake, watching the scenery before them.
“I asked him yesterday,” Draco said, “I asked Harry what would he do if everything that happened was all but a dream. I asked him what if in reality, he hated me.”
“What did Harry say?”
“He broke down and he asked me how I could say such things.” Draco laughed bitterly, “If he only knew how true my words were.”
“That’s the thing. Harry doesn’t know.” Hermione put her hand on Draco’s shoulder and gave him a comforting squeeze, “Let him believe this is all true. There is a chance the things that happened now would be remembered, right?”
“A slim chance, but you’re correct.” Draco confirmed, “But I just have this feeling that Harry won’t remember.”
“Maybe… maybe not.”
“This is all so confusing!” Draco yelled; he leaned forward and placed his chin on his bent knees. “Part of me wished that the accident never happened. I live my life, and Harry lives his life. Another part of me is thankful that the accident happened because I got to know Harry better… Am I
being selfish?”
Hermione chuckled and shook her head, “Of course not, Draco. You’re not being selfish.”
They stayed silent for a moment, both watching Harry trying to make a snowman. It was a very badly made snowman, but it was still one nonetheless.
Draco tore his eyes away from Harry and glanced at the girl beside him; Hermione was still watching Harry so she did not notice Draco looking at her.
“How come you didn’t go with Weasley this year?”
Hermione snorted at how bold the question was, but she obliged by answering the blond.
“We’ve been… having many disagreements ever since Harry got turned into a toddler.” Hermione murmured, “The first day, Ron complained about why Harry was in your care. His exact words were ‘How come the Ferret gets to watch Harry? He’s our friend and his enemy!’”
“Typical of Weasley to say such things,” Draco scoffed, “Do continue.”
“Well, you know how Ron is. He’s very stubborn. So everyday after that, he always complained. He’s always asking me why we couldn’t see Harry. At first, I agreed with Ron. Harry is a Gryffindor after all and he should’ve stayed with us.”
“You said ‘at first’. What changed your mind?” Draco asked; it was interesting to hear about other people’s problems. Draco knew it was awful for thinking that way, but he was tired of always talking about his problems to people.
“That day when we first saw Harry during Potions,” Hermione smiled at the memory, “Harry was three… and he called Professor Snape, ‘Professor Slaps’.” Hermione let out a small giggle, “I thought he was so cute… and then I also saw how he was so happy around you.” She looked to the side and met a pair of grey eyes. “When you were gathering ingredients, Harry was asking for you the whole time. He was telling me and Ron how you told him about Potions… It was then I realized, it was the right choice for Harry to be in your care. You made him happy. You gave him the chance to have a normal childhood, without all the harsh words that came from his relatives.”
“I see… But still, that didn’t tell me why you refused to go with Weasley.” Draco looked away from Hermione and back at Harry—the snowman was half done now.
“Ron had actually planned to ‘visit’ you and Harry and then forcefully take Harry away from you!” Hermione fumed, “That was the most preposterous thing he had ever come up with!” She furrowed and frowned at the memory. “I yelled at him, telling him to stop being a git and just accept the fact that Harry is happy being with you. Do you know what he said to me?” Hermione asked.
Draco shook his head. This was all so amusing.
“He actually asked me why I was taking your side!” Hermione threw her hands up and rolled her eyes, “Then he asked me if I like you… I slapped him. I couldn’t take any more of his words.”
Draco was speechless… and happy. Hermione slapped the Weasel!
“Is that why you didn’t go with him? Well, good for you, Hermione. Weasley needed to be slapped.” Draco smirked.
“Yeah… that’s about it. He was mad at me and didn’t talk to me for days… I was kind of glad not to hear him yap about you and Harry. But, knowing Ron, he’ll probably forget everything when he comes back.”
“Huh… wait until he finds out his best friend might actually like me. He’ll explode.” Draco said humorlessly.
“I’m not stupid enough to tell Ron that!” Hermione scoffed, “He can find out himself. He’ll be angry… but later on, he’ll accept it.”
“Really?” Draco asked skeptically.
Hermione clucked her tongue, “Ron’s the least of your problems. Do you plan on telling Harry… when he’s normal again?”
“Tell him what? That I like him?” Draco combed his fingers through is blond hair.
“Tell him… everything I suppose.”
“Hermione, you should know Harry is not the most level headed person in the world.” Draco sighed, “I still think he won’t take it too well if I told
him…”
“You should try at least.” Hermione suggested, “What harm can it do?”
“Possibly, a lot.”
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